She... was just a breath of fresh air.

The radiant moon amongst the sea of stars.

The sun shining ever so brightly against the clear blue sky.

She was just everything and beyond than what I could have ever imagined.

Or never thought of at all at first, actually.

She gave me something that I thought I could never have back... or experience ever again.

It was happiness.

The most simpliest thing in the world.

She gave it back to me.

She brought light into my world and showed me that... life does go on.

That... a sliver of hope could shine its way through the darkest of shadows.

Because of her she made me become who I was again.

Just with a little bit of changes here and there of course.

So... who I am now.

Although it was a rough start to say honestly.

Anyhow, she... despite all of her peculiarities, eccentric ways, and more...

She was the only one who made an effort to live her life more than anyone else I have ever known.

It was because of her...

That I was able to relive and go on with my life.

She made me realized that I should live...

In the moment.

But as of right now...

I'm kind of lost.

You wonder why, right?

Well...

She's... no longer here.

You understand now, right?

If not... then it means that...

I've lost her.

I lost my lighthouse.

My Polaris to guide me home.

She was my savior.

She was my best friend.

And... I was the only person who ever understood her...

Well that's what she would tell me from time to time, that is.. or well was.

I was the only one... who cried at her funeral...

Well from what I could see through my own tears...

But then again, I only focused my sight onto her.

I was...

The only one who truly cared.

Or well, that was how it seemed like.