Eigengrau

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I, am too, a human. I only want to help you; as your brother, as your protector. If only you'd realize that it's harder for me. I can't look at you without feeling a sense of disgust for myself. I regret everything. I do. 

I stare at him as he walks by, desperately clutching on the peach walls of our house.

It is horribly quiet, and only the sound of breathing remain.

I can't feel peace. Not today, the 15th of June.

"Hey." I yell from across the corridor.

He slowly turns and faces me, tears dripping from his round, pitiful eyes. "Jongin." He stares at me blankly.

I gulp as I walk toward him. I grab his hand and whisper, "Don't cry."

He pinches my hand, "Jongin, do you know what day it is today?"

I stare at his face, remembering every single detail about June 15, 2010.

"Four years, Jongin."

He hugs me, and I hug him back.

Four long years without a mother.

Four long years without an older brother.

Four long years alone.

Four long years.

"I miss mom, I miss Junmyeon." He whispers. 

"I do too."

 

 

For people who are being abandoned, hold on

For people who are holding back the tears, trust yourself.

For people who are losing hope, please don't.

i know you feel what i am feeling and i know it hurts

 

 

June fifteen,

I jump so keen

June fifteen,

The air-- serene

 

June fifteen,

Softly I lean

June fifteen,

All black is seen

 
 

Foreword

 
TitleEigengrau
AuthorAnExoticShawol
LengthChaptered
Main CharactersDo Kyungsoo, Kim Jongin
DescriptionA plane crash changes everything. The unexpected downfall of DO9142 changes the lives of
brothers, Kim Jongin and Do Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo loses his eyesight, and his strength to live.


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Still in progress/ Will unhide soon

 

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STARK SILHOUETTES

We stood under the street lights, hoping for another chance from each other. We smiled at each other, not knowing one had another.

We touched each other, just like before. We kissed each other, just like before. We looked at each other, just like before. But feelings that were there, were not the same as before.

 

REDAMANCY 

I finally wake up, smelling that familiar smell of fresh blood streaming out of the person lying beside me. It was a girl; fresh stains on her chest, seems like she’s been shot by a gun. People were frantic; the hospital was in a complete cacophonic chaos.

 

SECOND TO NONE

Today, we witness the 1946th War of Eighty. 

Welcome, twenty-year-olds to Labyrinth Number 71. This labyrinth is not as it seems, there are secrets to be revealed and friendships to be ruined. Labyrinth Number 71, the bond-breaker. 

You have been given powers by the sacred Tree of Life. Use it well. Twelve members in this labyrinth, one must survive. To survive, you must find, not the exit, but the middle. 

Good luck, twelve members. Kill or be killed.

 

WATCHING DUSK'S SUNRISE

I finally wake up, smelling that familiar smell of fresh blood streaming out of the person lying beside me. It was a girl; fresh stains on her chest, seems like she’s been shot by a gun. People were frantic; the hospital was in a complete cacophonic chaos.

 

 
 

 

 

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RegineHalesia #1
Chapter 4: Haha i wanna cry for my kyungsoo oppa ....i feel the excitement for the next chappie author nim !! God bless!!!
JinaeImnida
#2
Chapter 1: Whoooohoooh! You updated!!Been waiting for this for quite a while now and I'm so happy cuz ur back! ^^

Imagining junmyeon lifelessly laying on the ground with that gentle smile of his is just........ugh its really sad i cannot *cries for the 84618176168nth time*

Kyungsoo where art though??? I hope he's alive and safe =(

Thanks for the update! I'll be waiting for ur next updates. Hwaiting!|∩^□^∩|
emptymails
#3
UPDATE UPDATE
JinaeImnida
#4
Chapter 4: Awwww...This is so cute! Update soon author-nim!!! ^.^