I hate you.
But I really like you, In fact I think... I'm really falling in love with you.
Even though I know you have a girlfriend, that you like playing around with girls and that you will never look at me. I'm falling really hard for you.
I know that in your eyes I'm invisible, I'm just someone else in the crowd and when for me is the most beautiful chat I would ever had with someone and when my mouth let out the things more embarrasing in my life, for you is an usual talk with a silly person. I'm sure you don't even remember.
I hate you, I want you to disappear from my mind, it's not good for me you being there distracting me for the world around me. I tried, I really tried but I can't make you go away. And just like that I always wish your trueself would stay by my side, as I always dream of.
I hate the fact that I always look at your photos without even realizing it and hate that others can look at them too.
I hate that I don't have the right to be jealous because we are only strangers with names.
There are days when I think I'm forgetting you but with just one smile, you make me fall in love with you even more.
I hate you but love you... aishhh.... I think I'm really crazy.
You don't know how much I want to tell you that I love you, but I'm so afraid of your answer or even worse.... your silence. But I can't help it because I'm so in love with a stranger called Kim Jaejoong.
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