how do you know your inlove? do you believe inlove? do you believe inlove at first sight? well i don't know because  i am so confused right now. does he love me or not? i know i love him. the first time i laid my eye's on him i thought he was just one of those dooshbag boys trying to show off. but he is not.i told my self not to love him but i did and i hate myself for that because i will have to sufer from pain again.i just sat in my room crying silently because i didn't want no one to hear me i want to show them i was strong.