you and Nickhun is married. for the first year, you and Nickhun had a happy life and you are so happy. you guys dated for 3 years before take decision to get married.  in summation, you had knew Nickhun for 4 years and you love him so much. you feel so bless being by his sde and you want him more than anyone else. you can never live without him and he was the king of your heart. you love him more than you love your self and more than words can say...

as for Nickhun, you are the one and only for him and you are the queen og his heart. no one can take you away from him and he willing to do anything for you. a day without you means a day in hell for him. he just love you so much and never want to leave you. after three years of dating, he ask you for marriage and you say yes. he said he will sacrifice everything for you and take care of you for his entire live...

It was your 2nd anniversary of your wedding. You had finished cooking dinner and wait for Nickhun to come back home. You are watching TV and in all sudden, you feel uneasy and you want to vomit. you try to clear your throat a few time but it just make you want to vomit more. you run to the bathroom and vomit in the bidet. you throw out everything in your stomach but you still want to vomit. Nickhun who just get back from work heard the sound of the vomit and quickly run into the bathroom. he see you vomitting and you look so pale..

NK: hunny,, what happen to you? [pat your back]

You: i don't know dear..it was sudden..

NK: oh gosh. you look pale. we should go to the clinic. can you walk?

You: yeah..[stand up and link arm with nickhun]

NK: careful hun.. [hold you and walk to the car]

He start the engine and drive away to the nearest clinic. feel so dizzy and just closed your eyes. nickhun is so worried and he hold your hand all the way tothe clinic. after arrived at the clinic. he quickly get off the car and help you to get off. he hold you tight and enter the clinic. and again..you feel like want to vomit and you quickly go to the toilet and vomit. nickhun is so worried and quickly he see the duty nurse and register you. after a few minutes, you came out from the toilet and nickhun go towards you..

NK: are you okay love? [face full of worries]

You: yeah..i think so..i don't know what had happened to me..

NK: be strong okay.. the doctor will call us after this.

You: okay.. [hug him] i love you dear...

NK: i love you more hunny..[hug you back and kiss your forehead]

Nurse: Mr nickhun...you may enter the room.

NK: lets go hun..[walk with you and enter the room]

Doc: have a sit. [warm welcoma and smile]so can i know what is the problem?

You: i don't know doc, i keep vomit in all sudden. but few hours ago, im just fine..

Doc: you eat anything this morning and afternoon?

You: yeah..i took my lunch and breakfast. i never missed it and i cook it my self..

Doc: do you feel anything else?like dizzy or anything?

You: yeah..im dizzy right now..

Doc: okay..please lay on the bed first. i want to check you stomach.

You: [just following the order]

Doc: [she press a certain area on your tummy and she put on her stereoscope on your tummy]

You: [feel tickle but just hold in]

Doc: okay.. i think i found the reason..

You: what is wrong doc?

Doc: lets sit with your husband..

You: okay.. [get up from the bed and sit beside Nickhun]

NK: what wrong?

You: [lift your shoulder and look at the doctor]

Doc: [wide smile] well, Mr and Mrs Nickhun..congratulation. you will become a parent.

You: [startled]

NK: What?!

Doc: it has been 2 month i think. you need a futher check up. set the date with the nurse  and we will do the check up with you.

You: are you serious doc?

Doc: yes. and about the vomit thing. it was normal in the early stage of pregnancy. you should bare it for another few weeks.

You: [speechless]

NK: oh...okay...[seems like in another world]

Doc: but i will give you some medicine if your sickness if bothering you but im not recommended you to take it. just when you are unable to take the sickness. okay.

NK: okay..we go first. thank you doc..

Doc: yes. you are welcome. congratulation again for both of you.

You: okay. thanks.

after pay the bill and take the medicine, both of you get in the car and drive home. you and nickhun keep silent and not even bother with each other. nickhun is focusing on driving and you put your view out the window....

Your POV

What is going n here? me? pregnant? hell no! this is not happenning. the doctor must be mistaken. how can i pregnant? i am taking pills and we always use C****m when doing it. ouh..i never want this to be happened. nickhun must be thinking that i am the one who guilty. but..i am not..what should i do now? i don't want to have a baby..why now? why? today is our anniversary..why is this happened?? oh..but..[touch your tummy] there is a life in my now..what should i do?

Nickhun POV

What? pregnant? really? like seriously? 2 months!!?? how can we not noticed?but..i always wear protection and i saw her taking pills before we did it. how can...urgh! how? but...argh...i don't believe this. we had promise to not having a child in five time years. why now? i already bought present and i thought of special event for her. but why today?ouh...what should i do now? [give you a glance] she look depress..should i let it be? hurm.. i don't know....

After nickhun park his car you run out from the car and directly go to the tilet. again you vomit and nickhun is patting your back. you can't look at him and you really don't know what to say.

NK: hunny...are you okay? you want to take medicine?

You: no..im fine..

NK: [help you wash] oh..your head is hot. you got fever..lets go in the room.

You: [just following his step]

NK: [ley you in the bed] i take towel and water okay. wait here..

You: [hold his hand] dear...

NK: [look at you] ne?

You: [hug him tight] im sorry....[cry]

NK: [deep breath] its not your fault love.. [pat your head]

You: i don't know how is this happened. i really don't have any idea..it just happened and i was shock my self..im sorry...[cry in his hug]

NK: its okay love..i never blame you. never..plus this is ours right.. [break the hug and touch your tummy] you should be happyright...[ smile at you]

You: dear.. [touch with Nickhun sincerety] i love you dear.. i love you so much! [hug him tight]

NK: i love you more hunny..you are the one and only for me. and now you carry our seed of love..what else can be more valueabe than this. and esspecially on our anniversary. don't you feel the same hun? [look into your eyes with full of loves]

You: [nod your head] thank you dear..you are the best husband and i never regret by accepting you in my life. you are the biggest gift i ever had.

NK: [look in youreyes and kiss you for a long time]

You: [kiss him back and break the kiss] i will never let you go and i my life will be soincomplete without you my dear...

NK: me too love.. [pinch your nose] im hungry... [pouting]

You: ouh! lets go eat..[stand up]

NK: i thought you got fever?

You: yeas..i just took my medicine.. [smile at him and give him a kiss]

NK: [hug you and went to the dining table together]

5 months later, your stomach grows bigger and you always get tired. some time at night. you feel so hard to breath and sometimes your feet cramp. nickhun always be by your side and help you doing all the house chores and even he's tired. he still make his time for you. you so thankful to have a husband like him. your love keep growing for him every day.

one day, nickhun text you that he will be home late because he had a sudden meeting with his CEO. you reply him and tell him to take care. then he give you another text message.

'from hubby:

dear my lovely, cute, pretty,sweet wife..for being by my side for the whole time. i was so thankful and now..i want to thank you for accepting the weakness me as your husband. my love..take care of your self. i want to see my baby face soon. i really hope i can see him. hunny....don't skip any of your meal okay. after this..if you feel hurt please eat medecine and don't just hold it to your self. make sure you always close the window at night so you wont get cold. if im not beside you no one will hug you. my dearest wife...im sorry for all the trouble i had give you. but i will take care all the thing i had done and just make sure one thing. this is the memries between us. don't forgt me and remember me. ALWAYS! okay dear.. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND YOU ARE THE ONLY OWNER OF ME. take care and good bye. <3'

When you read the text, you feel so weird and uneasy. why did he give you that kind of text? like he did not come to home forever. you reply his text by saying see you at house tonight. and he already enter his meeting and not replying your text.

It's already past midnight. it was 2.00a.m.. but nickhun still not coming home yet. you feel uneasy and wandering all over the living room. you called him afew times but he did not answer the call. you start to cry. and in all sudden your phone is ringing. it was Nickhun!

You: dear!

Guy: sorry..can i ask who are you to the owner to this phone?

You: im his wife.. who is this?

Guy: im a nurse and i want to tell you that your husband had been involved in an accident. he in serious condition. he had been sent to seoul hospital.

You: [shock and speechless]

Guy: hello? madam? madam?

You: [dissconect the call and sit on the couch] no..no...no...[mental breakdown] maldo andwae..tell me this is not happenning..no..[try to call him back and the same guy is picking up the call.you disconnect the call]no...........[cry hard] NO!!!!! tell me this is not happenning!!! i should get hurry. [take the car key and drive to the hospital]

after a few minutes. you arrived at the hospital. you run to the emergency room and ask the counter.they show you the room and you run to the room. you saw Nickhun lay on the bed with head full with blood. you are crying and the doctor is giving their best to save him. you run to the bed and hold his hand..

You: oppa...nickhun oppa..dear...jjaebal..please..stay strong..please........don't leave me..please....jaebal....jaebal....[hold his hand tight and cry hard]

NK: [open his eyes and smile towards you] hun....ny...[stuttering and hard for him to speak] im soo...so...sorry...i....ha...ve..to go....t...take....care of....yourself...[hard to breath]

Doctor: pallie! [start to get busy]

You: no...andwae! andwae!! jjaebal doctor...save my husband..jaebal..[ohold the doctor arm..

Doctor: im trying my best.please move..

You: oppa!!!! andwae!!

NK: [smile at you and his eyes slowly closed.................................]

You: OPPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![crying hard] ANDWAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jaeballlllllll................[crying so hard]

Doctor: [look at you] be strong...

You: noooooo...................[crying] nooo........oppa.............noo.......[you fainted!]

After a few month.

You: mom..

Mom: yes dear.

You: i want to go to Nickhun grave.

Mom: okay hunny..

You are sitting beside the grave. you clean up the grass. you often come to nickhun grave since you lose him. then you turn yourself to the other grave. you clean the grass on the grave too...

You: my lovely son...[pat the grave] i hope you already meet your father. your father tell me that he will be taking care of you. [look at nickhun grave and put your hand on it] dear...i never see my son's face..but i hope you already did..take care of him..i will always pray the best for both of you..[just give a blank look at the graves]

you lose your baby when you were fainted. you fell so hard and you had bleeding. you accepting the faith and you live your life. but deep inside your heart.. you know you already dead.....

End.