Lee ~~~~~ POV's

last day of school in elementary grade 6. I went to school together with lee shin. Last year there is jungsoo oppa, but he has graduated last year, so we are only two now. jungsoo oppa's house just a few houses from my house, he was there when I was born. that mean our relationship is like real brother and sister, also inyoung unni, jungsoo oppa's noona.

I bid farewel to my best friend whose going to German tomorrow. School ends early, I went home without lee shin. I saw my parents and grandparents sitting in living room with wierd atmosphere. but still I greet them happily. dad said " ~~~~~, we got something to say to since lee shin is not home yet. I know by saying this it might burdened you, but as the oldest daughter I hope you could understand, since you're kid you are a filial kid that act nice and always understanding to this family." mom said " i know you love school more than anything, you even rank 1 one in your class, but ....." " it's okay mom, just say it :)" your dad kneel and said " I'm sorry of being an unresponsible dad, but ~~~~~ ah, there would be chance that you couldn't enter school for next year, it's just something we can't tell you." being a strong girl, you said it's okay and let you brother to go to school next year.

In you mind *should I give it up being a ~~~~~ (choose occupation aside idol)? maybe God have another plan in me.*

It just you really a kid that love school, you are a genius in you class (not a nerd). being a ~~~~~ (choose occupation aside idol) is your biggest dream. but being an understanding daughter you agreed.