Heechul: yah! Siwon-ah! Why did you do that?! You didn’t even tell me before hand so that I’ve prepared myself!!!

Siwon: …

Heechul: yah! ….aissshhh… forget it!!

Siwon: Heechul-hyung...

Heechul: what?!

Siwon: I have a presscon for "oh my lady” will you come with me?

Heechul: no! I’m not in the mood…I’m sorry…

 

::Heechul went out stamping his feet for he is angry because Siwon suddenly kissed him while singing Dancing out on thier concert… Heechul was the most talked about member of Super Junior that is famous for kissing their members or other guy while doing a concert but having someone kissed him first is something  new to him.

 

NEXT DAY

Text message:

heechul hyung.. I m sorry... I should've not done that... its just that... never mind...im sorry..really. -Choi siwon

 

Heechul: "its just that.." what???... aaaiiisshh  this Choi Siwon is making my  blood burn... why not  call and explain?! I'll now forgive  you anyways...

kangin: why so angry?? its not that you done it with a guy for the first time...

Heechul: *thinking* yeah, you're right... why am i so hyped up with this??

 kangin: but really, it surprised me that Siwon did that...hmmm.. Ah! maybe  he has a crush on you!!

heechul: what?! that's stupid...

Kangin: it's not impossible... I had a crush on my Teukie later  before I learned that I love  him... it's a good thing  that he felt the same...

Heechul: ok watever..enough  with your lovey- lovestory... we have to go...

 

::In the studio, every suju member practiced thier heart  out to perfect every dance steps. they're all tired  but tries to have fun while practicing except for Siwon and Heechul who always sit at the corner of the room opposite  to each other every break.

 

Heechul's POV

 

Why does Siwon always glance at me? i'm positive that I'm the one  he's looking at because nobody but me is here at the other corner of the room... i already forgave him but I don't want to be the  one to start the reconciliation talk...he's wearing black shirt  today and  it looks really good  to him..aaaiissshhh... he's still looking at me while dancng...grrrrr... what's your problem Choi Siwon?!

 

Leeteuk: ok let's have a short break!... Siwon-ah, don't forget your  presscon, you can go now if you want...

siwon: dae hyung...thanks for reminding...

Leeteuk: who's your date? or have you even invited anyone? it's your big day...too bad we  can't  come with you.

Siwon: it's ok hyung... I-- I actually invited someone really special to me but apparently I was rejected. haha.. but it's alright, I can go by myself anyways.

 

he shyly looked at me...what the?!... yeah, he invited me...and?... no way!...

 

Siwon: bye hyung...

Leeteuk: goodluck!^^ ... Ok guys, from the start!

 

I was waiting outside the door... he was shocked,eyes wide to find me standing there... what a stupid reaction but that's one thing I find cute about him...

 

Siwon: Hee--Heechul-hyung!

heechul: yes?

Siwon: i'll be going... b-- bye...

Heechul: you're wierd... I already forgave you...

Siwon: I know...

 

He knew??...

 

heechul: so why are you acting so different??

Siwon: It's just that.. I can't forgive myself...

Heechul: stupid! forgiving yourself is the "most" easiest thing to do...

Siwon: I'm sorry I kissed you infront of the crowd...

Heechul: I said im over it right?

Siwon: It doesn't end there... I kissed you because I can't stand it anymore...

Heechul: are you saying you have a crush on me? hahaha wow..kangin is right...hahaha

 

he looked down,  bit  his lower lip and his face as well as his ears turning into bright red, his fist on his lips like he always do when he's shy... wow, I made Siwon  blush? that's something new... at this moment, i found another  cute side of my dongsaeng...

 

Siwon: I--- I'll go now hyung... let's just talk later...  bye.

 

He turned his back on me and walk naturally while shaking his head... while I stand there watching him leave...

 

Siwon' POV

 

I almost blurted out everything... aaaiiisssshh... what are  you thinking Choi Siwon?? Heechul  wont return your feelings... stupid! yeah, he's right...your wierd.

 

MC: let's welcome with around of applause... Choi Siwon and chaerim!

Choi Siwon and chaerim: please watch 'Oh my lady~'... ^^

 

I form a heart with Ms.Chaerim wishing it was Heechul... our manager said we have to kiss on stage for publication... I kissed Ms. Chaerim on the cheeks, again, wishing it was Heechul...  when I opened my eyes, I thought I was hallucinating or imagining things  but looking closely I can see heechul with annoyed face  from the crowd, it's the first time I saw that kind of irritation on his face, I wonder why? ...as the presscon continue, my focus is on heechul standing with the media... he was recognize soon enough and questioned his presence on the presscon..

 

heechul: of course I'm here to support our Siwon...^__^

 

followed by a big smile  but I can tell that he's bored by those questions... I know him too well to be fooled  by his smile...funny it may be but I'm proud of heechul for he  can control his expressions now, unlike before that what he feels are well written on his face... I smiled, almost laugh at the thought of heechul before and my little laugh caught everyones attention...

 

MC: you're really  happy aren't  you Siwon-sshi? haha.. one last  question...how do you find Ms. Chaerim as a girl?

Siwon: hmmm... She's a great lady... A good and supportive noona to me that's why I'm so thankful that I worked with her... too  bad the we already finished filming the drama...

 

After the conference, I excitedly looked for Heechul... I found  him no where so I headed  to a rest room to fixed myself so that I can find  him again...

 

IN THE REST ROOM

 

heechul: aaaiishhh...

Siwon: heechul!

 

I hugged him instinctively... I was so happy he came...  my day is complete...wow, i think i could cry... I want to hug him like this until he said he love me too... ooops, i have to let go of him now... aaaiiisshhh  too bad.

 

Siwon:  I mean heechul-hyung...sorry.. why are you here? I 'm happy you  came!

Heechul: ahem...you invited me right?

Siwon: ye--yeah...right.

 

I was so shy... damn, I'm going to melt...I was so excited that I forgot  about everthing... he looks so serious now... I'm  nervous... but wait, I think he's in pain...

 

Siwon: HAH!! how long did you stand??? Oh my God...you mean, the whole 4 hours?? oh my...you should' ve ask for a chair! I'm sorry I didn't notice soon enough...aaaiiishhh...

 

I held him close to me and pulled him up so that he can sit on the  counter... he curled in pain holding his leg... seeing him crunched his face made me teary...I shook my head in disgrace... I made my love be in pain... I'm so pathetic.

 

Siwon: sorry...

 

Heechul POV

 

I found myself attending his presscon... i felt guilty for turning him down...he really looks dazzling at  stage...he's more goodlooking especially with Chaerim but I think my face didn 't agree of what I'm thinking...and yes, I am stupid enough  to stand for almost four hours knowing my leg can't bear it... Siwon shouldn't feel sorry, it was my fault  but he keeps on repeating 'sorry'  while gently hugging me... yeah, I feel comfortable under his arms that I didn't notice I closed my eyes... the pain beginning to fade a little... wow~ Siwon's arm wrapped around me feels so warm...should I be enjoying this?

 

Heechul: I'm fine now...

Siwon:  no you're not... you're still crunching your face a little...

 

He knew me too well...but since when?

 

Heechul:  Siwon-ah... tell me everything... I'll listen...

 

I can't see him but I know he's eyes are wide in shock again...I hid a smile when I felt him shook his head a little like trying to shake some bad memories... I know him too well...but again, since when?

 

Siwon: I hate it when you kiss other guy... I don't want you casually giving your lips for the sake of a performance... you're making me dead jealous...

 

he said it firmly while his hug becoming tighter...

 

Siwon: I know it's wierd to say this now...   but I want you mine...

 

 I was so shock by those words... but I didn't felt disgusted because  it was siwon who's saying it...ah! now, i remember, I started to look at him when I found myself being taken care of him while I'm in the hospital... every check up, he's with me... every therapy, he hold  my hands to be my support... every doctor's order are written on his little diary... every capsule of medicine are well organize according to time...every medication schedule are written on a sticky note all over his desk... every fruits of whatever season are  on  my plate every meal...every new movies are on my DVD player... he even organized the things I always play or read with in my reach when I was healing... now, I remember  how I was so touched by his kindness and compassion... maybe I' ve fallen inlove with him before but deny it for it was not r ight...but now, wierd as it seems? I like it and will humbly accept it.

 

Heechul: you can have me...

 

I know he knew that I said it with sincerity...I hugged him and kiss his ears... I wonder what expression Siwon is making right now...

 

Siwon: wha--what? ...you mean...?

Heechul: yes...^///^

 

Siwon hold my face and slam his lips onto mine... his kiss maybe trembling  but is full  of love... my lips move synchronized to his without thinking... I wanted to lead but he's more dominant than I am so I let it be... he's a good kisser...a natural...see? good thing I practiced enough for this moment.

 

END of POV

 

::It was midnight, both of them decided to go home after having dinner...Siwon carried Heechul on his back not letting him to walk an inch and not caring about few people staring or what they say... Heechul comfortaby wrapped his arms around Siwon kissing his ears every once in a while to give encouragement while Siwon can't hide his smile... every kiss feels so great to him...

 

Siwon: It maybe too late...but i want to say this formally... SARANGHAE HEECHUL!! I love you and always will...^^

 

::Heechul just tightened his grip and kissed Siwon's cheek... no more words needed... the action speaks for itself... Siwon smiled so big knowing it's an affirmation and he knew that heechul is not the type who speaks so much about what he trully feels.

 

END~

 

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