listen to this while you read:

Looking back, I honestly don’t know how I had the strength to let him go.

Was It because I had served my purpose in his life? Because he didn’t need me anymore?

I don’t know.

All I know is that I loved him so much. He was my everything. He was the light that fought away the terrifying shadows that haunted me. He was my knight in shining armor who slayed the dragon.

He was my life.

It was funny how he looked for me to help him; to be his savior, but he ended up saving me…saving me from self destruction.

But now, he’s gone. I let him slip through my fingers.

I can’t see his lovely face in person ever again, but it’s alright. Our memories will feed my selfish desires for him.

For the man I loved with every fiber in my brittle being…