- Minho’s POV-

 

I feel super tired because of recent schedule that seriously so tight before we go to Japan next week. I really want to rest but suddenly I got a text from Sulli

 

From: Jagiya ♥

Oppa, I’m filming Amazing F(X).. variety that similar like Wonderful day SHINee.. Oppa are you busy or not? I’ll call oppa for a while

 

To: Jagiya ♥

Oppa is not busy, Jagiya.. okei oppa will wait.. Jagiya do well.. I miss you so much ♥

 

From: Jagiya ♥

Okei oppa.. I miss you too.. oppa don’t forget to eat.. 

 

To : Jagiya ♥

arraseo jagiya.. I love you ♥

 

From: Jagiya ♥

I love oppa too  ♥^__^♥

 

I smile at her last message. I love Sulli too much.. I feel so tired but after received her message my mood is back.. ahh.. my Jagiya is the best.. I’m waiting for her call around 15 minutes and I get a text from her after that. She said she will call me around 5 minutes later.

 

Suddenly my phone ringing and its Sulli

 

“Hello, oppa.. I’m filming something right now.. Oppa we’re going to New Zealand. You’re jealous, huh?”

 

“huh? Are you serious?”

 

“I’m not kidding. I’m serious. we’re writing down our bucket list..what should I write, oppa? oppa what do you think I should do before I die?”

 

“umm.. I think you need to do some exercise..” I playfully teaser her

 

“what? Noooo.. hahaha”

 

“You really not exercise. you need to work out” I remember she's similar with Key! She hate to do exercise… and I never success to persuade her to go to the gym together with me. she always refuse it..

 

“I dont need to exercise” haha.. she start to nag like usual

 

“what do you mean you don’t need? you need to do at least some” I start to again

 

“Minho oppa” I suddenly hear Amber’s voice

 

“ohh Amber”

 

“Oppa I hear there’s llama in New Zealand”

 

“oh really?”

 

“yeah I’m going to meet them”

 

I know she really loves llama that’s why I suddenly makes a song during a phone broadcast..hahaha

 

“what you guys doing?” I hear Sulli seems playfully annoying.. I laugh because I know she must be feel lil bit jealous.. ahh my Jagiya why so cute…

 

“oppa.. you know when you went to England, what did you enjoy the most?”

 

“oppa went to watch soccer” hehe.. she knows I love soccer a lot and ever watch me when I was playing together with Kangin and Donghae hyung some weeks ago.

 

“watching soccer was fun but riding to lots of place with train really nice too. I also like to walking around by my self.”

 

“oh.. thank you oppa for the call.. oppa bye”

 

“bye” I feel so happy can hear her voice even this is for broadcast.

 

suddenly I hear someone open my room.. and there’s Jonghyun hyung.

 

“Minho….. we need to talk” his face seems so serious.. what this time about.. hmm..

 

“sure hyung.. what happen?”

 

“Minho I guess you right.. I fall in love with Key…”

 

I feel like reality hit me. I’m confused what should I do to them.

 

“See.. finally you realize it Hyung..” I still dunno what should I say to him

 

“Yup Minho.. I feel surprise too after I trying to realize what happen these days..Why I feel so jealous, hurt, sad and feel so lonely because I feel like Key ignore me. To be honest I still don’t know since when I fall in love to him until now. I just keep thinking and makes me headache. Minho, what should I do?”

 

“Hyung.. I also confuse..” I keep silent

 

“But hyung, you remember your promise to me right? not to do anything that makes him unhappy?” I feel worry he will do something that will makes Key back into some years ago.

 

“I still remember and I also want to see Key always happy. But Minho, I want to be a part of Key’s happiness”

 

“Hyung.. you always be a part of his happiness.. he really love you as brother and his besties. Don’t worry, hyung” I pat his arms

 

“Minho.. I meant I want to be the only one who give Key a happiness.. like Hyeongseop doing right now for Key”

 

I understand what he meant. he wants to be Key’s boyfriend. but what should I do.. I don’t want he disturb Key and Hyeongseop. at least this time..

 

sigh.. “Hyung I think you should know something” I guess I must open the story about Key

 

“What?”

 

“Key.. he used to love you a lot.. I don’t know since when maybe since we start debut. You’re the one who understand him a lot since trainee and know him too well. You guys also do lotta skinship that make him feel that you might be has a same feeling for him too.

 

But once you had a girlfriend, Se Kyung, he really broken heart. He often cried alone when you and SeKyung out for date. He never smile bright like he used to when he was being with you. He eat only a little and he seems so lost because you spent your time more often with Sekyung more than with him.

 

Every time you have a planning to brought SeKyung to our dorm, mosly you never see him right ? its because he went to do dinner or party or whatever with his 91 lines. But actually its just an excuse because he doesn’t want to see you and Sekyung do lovey dovey in front of him.

 

Even he was at dorm, you never realize how hurt was he when he saw you and sekyung hugging, kissing, smiling, whisper side by side or whatever you did with her.

 

I also accidentally ever saw his diary.. the main point he ever thought to leave SHINee.. Hyung can you imagine how depressed was he back then?”

 

I feel want to cry when I remember what happened to Key back then. Suddenly Jonghyun hyung hug me.. I feel my clothes so wet. He cried silently

 

“Hyung..” I pat his shoulder and hug him tight.. I know he must be feel so sorry to Key

 

 

-Key’s POV-

 

Tonight I’ll meet my baby Hyeongseop.. Tomorrow I’m going to Japan and he’s going to London. I’ll miss him too much.. I just take a bath and I realize there’s no Jonghyun hyung in here.

 

*beep beep*

 

From: Hyeongseop ♥

 

Baby, I’ll arrive around 1 hour later. Suddenly there’s a traffic jam =( sorry

 

To : Hyeongseop ♥

 

It’s okei baby.. I’ll wait for you.. take care.. ♥

 

I open my wardrobe and pick a casual clothes to meet Hyeongseop. I want to use a cap but I remember Minho borrowed from me 2 days ago. I walk to his room and I find his door slightly open. I peek his room and I saw Jonghyun Hyung in there talking with Minho. I wonder what are they talking about..

 

“Hyung.. I also confuse..” I heard Minho said to Jonghyun.. huhhh? he confused about what??

 

“But hyung, you remember your promise to me right? not to do anything that makes him unhappy?”

 

……..Huhh?? are they talking about who??? I feel more curious and keep talking about what they said………

 

“I still remember and I also want to see Key always happy. But Minho, I want to be a part of Key’s happiness”

 

“Hyung.. you always be a part of his happiness.. he really love you as brother and his besties. Don’t worry, hyung”

 

…My happiness??...

 

“Minho.. I meant I want to be the only one who give Key a happiness.. like Hyeongseop doing right now for Key”

 

… wait… like baby gave to me? what Jonghyun hyung meant actually??...

 

“Hyung I think you should know something”

 

“What?”

 

“Key.. he used to love you a lot.. I don’t know since when maybe since we start debut. You’re the one who understand him a lot since trainee and know him too well. You guys also do lotta skinship that make him feel that you might be has a same feeling for him too.

 

But once you had a girlfriend, Se Kyung, he really broken heart. He often cried alone when you and SeKyung out for date. He never smile bright like he used to when he was being with you. He eat only a little and he seems so lost because you spent your time more often with Sekyung more than with him.

 

Every time you have a planning to brought SeKyung to our dorm, mosly you never see him right ? its because he went to do dinner or party or whatever with his 91 lines. But actually its just an excuse because he doesn’t want to see you and Sekyung do lovey dovey in front of him.

 

Even he was at dorm, you never realize how hurt was he when he saw you and sekyung hugging, kissing, smiling, whisper side by side or whatever you did with her.

I also accidentally ever saw his diary.. the main point he ever thought to leave SHINee.. Hyung can you imagine how depress was he back then?”

 

my tears fall down..

 

I feel suddenly all my pain memories about Jonghyun are back..

 

I cried and wipe my tears and decide to leave them. I don’t know why Minho suddenly tell about this to Jonghyun hyung

 

but I feel so hurt.