*Tao's POV*   It's been 3 days since that moment we shared.She looked so hurt. 'It's all my fault' that's all I  can hear in my head the guilt is eating away at me! Her eyes looked like she had just gotten stabbed and had her heart ripped out of her chest. She's been locked up in her room for the past 3 days! How is she? Has she been eating the food the maids have been bringing her? I don't know the other servants don't let me go close to her room they don't even let me see her.Did I mess up that bad? I miss her, I want to see her, I'm suppose to be at her side, protecting her like she's protected me for so long! How am I suppose to apologize for my stupid actions when I'm not even allowed to see her?! I can't just sit here all day and do nothing! While my only family was alone, hurt, both mentally and emotionally. 'This is all my fault! I mean I know I'm a servant but she raised me,educated me,fed me, and loved me as though I was truely her child! But what did I do? I was stupid! I rejected her act of kindness and love and pushed her away! I'm such an idiot! How could I have let this happen?! Are my morals and rules really that strong over me? So strong that I can no longer accept an act of soul kindness when we barely have any time alone or time to spend together unlike the old days when I was young and we would spend nearly every waking moment together! So happy she looked like a real mother. I love her not only as a mother but as a queen, a leader, as family, and as much more.' While I was lost in thought I suddenly heard a plate crash I panicked 'it came from her room!' I knew it by the distance of the sound. I ran as fast as I could to her room luckily none of the other servants where in this part of the castle at this time so Miyumi would usually be reading a novel as I brought her a cup of warm Earl Gray lemon tea. Oh god I love days like those when we would share a moment alone and she would let me sit gently by her side while she would pick up another book and those are the days I would feel like a child again. She would always find time into her schedule to relax and read me a book until I would fall asleep and she would allow me to sleep in her bed. I began knocking on the door hoping to get an answer from her but when I heard nothing I became frantic "Miyumi!" my worried tone was more then obvious. I knocked frantically on the door. 'Is she okay?' I would never forgive myself if she got hurt! There was no answer from inside the second time I knocked but lucky for me she gave me a copy of every key necessary (so basic