What Makes Sense Anymore ?
So This Jerk Owns My Heart.....
What makes sense in life anymore? The one you loved with all your heart has yet once again betrayed you. You thought to yourself one last time before finally standing up and going to the kitchen counter to get your phone to call him. Your hands were shaking as you were still scared of how angry he could be when he will see you are meddling with his affairs, but why wouldn't you, you're his girlfriend after all.
A million thoughts ran through your head as your hands struggled to pick up your cell phone and enter the contacts category. You had been sitting blankly staring at the tv for 5 hours and he hadn't called yet, and now you wanted to end it. You didn't care if it would be on the phone or in person. You were done being the only one trying. You were tired.
Just when you were about to click his name to call him, you received a text from Jun.
Hey, I will meet you tomorrow at school, I am saying over at Sehun's place for the night.
Hope you're ok.
Take care, love
Jun.
You again put your phone down and sighed followed by a hard pain in your head. You decided not to take pills as you knew they never helped. You picked up the phone again. This time, fate was by your side, or was it really ? You dialed his number. The bell rang and rang and so on. Then blank. No answer. You tried another time, and yet, no answer again. You were now annoyed. You felt like throwing away the phone in anger. It was past 12:00 in the night. You felt somehow different, you felt your ego coming along unlike last time when he had been with Anny. The thought of YOUR Luhan with another woman killed your insides, you didn't deal well with it and let out a loud scream filled with anger. You kneeled down, laid down against the table that one night you and Luhan cried for each other in each other's embrace. You realized that you had screamed, for the first time ever in your life. You reached out of your comfort zone, and screamed again, this time followed by weeping. You were mentally destroyed when you thought of Luhan being with Anny. And your thoughts were not completely wrong, he was with Anny, along with two other girls, which you weren't aware of. You called again in devastation,
"Helloooo..." A sleepy yet familiar voice came from the other line through your phone. You wiped your tears and recognized it was Luhan. "Where are you Luhan? I am Katherine" You replied standing up whilst trembling with your shaking legs. "Who the are you?"
These words made you disgusted. Cry a bit, but you realized he was drunk. And on top of that, some moans could be heard from the other side of the phone, that was the Luhan's side.
You soon realized there is not just one girl and asked again, "Luhan where are you?". "What the ing hell is your problem?" This time his voice was filled with anger as annoyance as you realized he was annoyed by you. He dropped the call before you could even think of what to reply.
You stomped your feet on the ground and left your house, not even caring of the sick weather, you went out with a sleeveless scarlet shade sheer dress. It was cold, but now you wanted to show him he hurt you, and you couldn't give a damn about the weather, based on your current situation it was the least of your problems. This pain made you sad, but cold. And strong enough to stand up for yourself, you weren't gonna stay silent this time. You were gonna get things straight this time.
On your way, you didn't know if you wanted to take him back from Anny or you wanted to break up with him as soon as you see him.
You just wanted to see him, see how is he and what is he doing without you...
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