Deunghae P.O.V.

~Dream Land~

I open my eyes, seeing a lot of people around me… I don’t know them

« Hey girl » a lady says. She’s wearing white clothes. She seems a nurse

« How are you? » a man asks. He looks like a doctor

« Fine » I say

« What did she say? »

« I couldn’t understand »

« Please talk in English » the nurse says

« I’m speaking in English » I respond

« What are you saying? » the doctor asks me

« Why can’t you understand me?! » I yell in panic

~End~

*drin drin* The alarm ring

« Oh hell! Not again » I whisper, waking up. I wash up and go downstairs to have breakfast. Then I get ready. I take my luggage and hurry to get on the bus. Bye bye home I think I’ve been here only for one year, but I started to like this place I sigh.

I get off at the airport and I meet my friend HyeRim

« Shin DeungHae!» she calls me «Good morning! »

« Morning » I greet her

« You’re a little late »

« Sorry, it’s the bus’s fault. Let’s go »

We head to the check up and then wait

« Everything ok? » HyeRim asks me

« Ye, I’m only tired »

« Oh, ok… Oh, there’s our plane. Let’s go »

So we get on our flight

« Ready to go to Korea? » she asks me

« Of course! » I smile her « I’ll take a nap… See you later »

« Oh, sweet dream »

~Dream Land~

“Run, run! you must run” a voice screams in my head. I run in the forest as fast as I can, never stopping. I fall once, but I get up. I fall a second time, and again, and again, and again until I’m too tired to keep going on. I look at the sky and I find that I’m surrounded by darkness and tall trees.

“They are so tall… How can it be so late?” I think to myself

“You must run” a voice says inside of me

“I can’t” I think “I should be far enough though… Oh, it’s so cold… Omo, it’s raining” I realize

“You should hide somewhere” the voice tells me

I try to move, but I can’t feel my legs or arms anymore.

“Why can’t I move?” I think, but I feel something is wrong with my mind “I’m so tired. I can’t even breathe. I should just sleep” I say in my mind

“You can’t to do” the voice says

“But then there will peace. I need it. I don’t… want… to… keep… fighting” I can’t control my thought anymore

~End~

« DeungHae! » I hear HyeRim screaming

« What’s wrong? » I ask her

« Oh thank God! You stopped breathing » she looks at me worriedly « You must have dreamt about it again, right? »

« Yes » I admit

« Are you ok? » she asks, worry and care written on her face

« I’m fine, and I’m glad I’m going to have you by my side this time »

« I’m glad too. You need someone who knows you. Are you really ok? »

« I’m fine, I swear. Just… I thought I already overcame this, but indeed I didn’t… And probably I will never be able to. Now I just need to get used to this again, and I will be fine » I say smiling

« Ok. Anyway, we have to tell the boss »

« Ani, you can’t do that » I beg her

« He needs to know »

« No he doesn’t. He will only think I’m weak and he won’t trust me »

« But… »

« Please » I plead « If I don’t get better, we will tell him. But if I’m fine, he will never know this happened. Ok? »

« Ok, ok, as you wish » she surrenders

« Thank you » I say hugging her « Do you know what we’re going to do in Korea? »

« I don’t know, but I heard from the boss that it concerns idols… »

« Really?! I’m going to miss Australia more then I expected » I’m not very happy

« Wae? » she asks me, taken aback

« Well, I hope we don’t have to be bodyguards… I mean, we’ll need to “protect” them by fans and paparazzi, but we cannot harm and journalists or fans… »

« Yeah, but it’s worth it. They’re so handsome » I know she is daydreaming

« I know that very well, but still… »

« Plus,do you know Song HyunKi is in Korea too? » she asks me

« Really?! I thought he was in Germany » I ask her, excited

« Ne, but as he finished his task there, he was told to go to South Korea. He couldn’t even go home and rest » She looks at me. I was probably smiling unknowingly because she asks sarcastically: « Now you’re happier, aren’t you? »

« Of course. I really miss Oppa »

« Ahahah, you should see you’re face! You completely changed your facial expression! » she laughs, and I join her

When we arrive in Seul, there’s a woman from Pledis Entertainment waiting for us « Hi girls. I’m coordinator Lee. Nice to meet you  »

« Hi, I’m Shin DeungHae from InterLab » I introduce myself

« And I’m Mow HyeRim, from InterLaB too. Nice to meet you » she greets

« Ok then, I’ll take you to the staff’s dorm » Coordi Lee smiles at us and motions to follow her