____KYUNGSOO POV_____

Today is my 3rd anniversary with Baekhyun.I'm glad being his fiance now although my mum didn't give her bless in our relationship. I go to Baekhyun office today to make a suprise for him. I made some cookies and kimchi fried rice for my boo, Baekhyun. He always love my kimchi fried rice. I walked happily and enter the building. I'm extremely exited for today. It's been awhile since I haven't seen Baekhyun. He always busy with his works. 

" excuse me, how can I assist you? " a lady at the counter ask me

"Ouhh, I'm here to meet Baekhyun "

" I see, let me walk you to his room"

" Nahh, its okay... I can walk by myself "

As I walk to his office room, my legs trembled. I just can walk properly. I see it with my owns eye...he's kissing another boy and the boy is  his name. My heart shatterd into pieces. I just want to burst  into tears but I hold it  

" be strong kyungsoo, you can face it "  I say to myself

I strenghthened myself and open the door angrily

" wooow...impressive Baekhyun! So, is this the other guy or the same guy last two years? I should belived what Kai had told me before. I was so stupid to trust you. I was blind all this time. " I said angrily

" Listen to me ,WE'RE OVER! I'M DONE WITH YOU! Dont you even try to find me after this because im not your fiance anymore . Just act like we haven't known each other before. "

I throw my engagement in front of him and walk away from that building.  I'm not crying for those stupid things. I need to be strong.  If i just listen to what Kai have told me before, I will not hurt like this. How dare Baekhyun do this to me. I love him with all of my heart. How i wish Kai will be by my side now. Try to calm me down and huged me. I really miss my bestfriend , Kai . I just remember the incident occur between me and kai. 

____Flashback_____

 I was in my bedroom while texting with Baekhyun. Baekhyun is my boyfriend since he proposed me last week. I'm so    happy about it although the rumor said that he's a player. I dont care about it as long as I trust Baekhyun. But it's seem likes Kai didn't like our relationship that much. 

Suddenly Kai text me and he wants to see me immediately. He says he has something important to tell. 

I went to the park and seated at a bench while waiting for Kai to come. All of a sudden, Kai appear and backhugged me. I turned around, facing Kai. He was looking intensely at my face, as he tried to memorize every detail of it.

" Can we talked? " Kai asked, his voice shaking a little bit

" Yeahh, sure! What do you want to talked about? you make me curious about it "

" hmmmm, Kyunggg..... sooo , I..... " he began, hesitating

"Kai, just spit it out, im waiting for you "

" I love you Kyungsoo"  Kai said, his voice shaky. I looks his eyes deeply .OH MY GOD!  He really mean it.  I was just speechless.  I cannot express my feeling now

" what's wrong with you?  I could tell he was shocked and so was I  " why do you have to tell this now?"  " why do you have to tell me when i'm now with baekhyun? you can just confessed to me earlier when I wasn't with him "

" I know i was wrong, and i'm really sorry about it. I just dont want you to get hurt. I love you since we're kids. I was just to afraid to confessed my feeling Kyungsoo. I'm scared it will broke our friendship"

 " Why you have to act like this? and what do you mean by you dont want me to get hurt? " i said with my shocked face

 " I was scared to tell this but i must too... Baekhyun cheated on you! " 

 " whattt?? Baekhyun cheated on me?  Dont try to play around Kai...I know Baekhyun wouldn't do this to me "

 " I'm ...I'm so sorry . I thought you really did know "

 " WTF ? " I screamed, kicking the bench

 " stop,"  Kai said. He hugged me to calm myself from the shocked news " you'll hurt yourself"

I spent next few minutes calming down, trying to cath my breath.  " tell me the whole story"  I said, once i was calm enough to speak .

He told me that he saw baekhyun making the "scene" with other boy at the store when he stay late at night in school to finish his assigment.  He caught them in the middle of it.   " this hits me, really hard as long you hurt too. I dont want you to get hurt. I love you so much. Deep inside my heart, I really meant it"  He said to me

" Kai, im confused! i cant make up my mind! this thing occur all of sudden and it hits me a lot! " i said with a dissapointment

" Looks, Kyungsoo. I'm trying to help you. I want you to leave all things that can hurt you. I just want to make you happy and protect you. I will try my best to protect you from all this pain and love you with all my heart. I just wanna be with you."

" I...I'm going back home and find Baekhyun" I said, standing up

"but....what about us? Kai asked, his voice wavering

" I'm sorry Kai.....I'm confused with my feeling now. I cant make up my mind " I said. I could see the hurt on his face. It was hurting me too. I did love him.  I really did

"you're still going to back to Baekhyun? Even after what he did to you? Kai asked coldly

" Baekhyun the one I love. Kai, just forget about me. I wasnt a good friend for you. You can find better boy than me" I whispered ~ LIE! I LOVE BOTH OF YOU

I walked away, leaving him staring at me.  I didn't turn back, scared that he would see the tears that were now streaming out of my eyes. I hadn't realise how much it would hurt me to reject him. He was my first love and my first best friend. He will be always by my side when I need him. I'd love him all the way up until Baekhyun. I would always love Kai a little, maybe a part of him would always love me too. GOODBYE KAI

____Present_____

I was so stupid to leave Kai and be with a big liar, Baekhyun. I just let Kai to leave me alone. I made a wrong move

No. I was wrong. Man is all the same! even Baekhyun had cheated on me and Kai dare to leave me alone although he love me.

I promise to myself that I dont want to fall in love again! It only hurt me and cause me pain . If i ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack!

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