March 30, 2007;

I was lost, unidentified, completely insane; it was all because of LOVE.

love; v.intr.

Deeply or passionately enamored

I was madly in love with Donghae back then...not until I found out he was cheating on me. 

cheat; v.intr. 

Informal To be ually unfaithful

We were both fine not until he started working with me at my office. I met Donghae at a bar as an

unbelievably . Despite his innocent looks, deep inside him was a beast who he wanted to get rid off. 

When I got the chance to talk and get to know him more, I asked him everything; 

from why he decided to up himself, deep down if he's actually happy with his job. 

After our short chat, there was a sudden urge from my insides to save him away from the 

underground world. On our second meet, I asked him if he wanted to stop this and he quickly said "Yes"

I talked to the owner of the bar, gave the owner enough money to replace Donghae and everything else. 

Donghae was beyond happy when he was finally free from the "Demons", he was thankful.  I made sure

he was secure, safe and comfortable, not wanting him to go back to his bad past, we were both happy in each other's

presence not until I finally asked him if he could be mine and he quickly said "Yes,". We were beyond happy

after that, we were inseparable, cuddly and cheesy, just like a High School Couple. It was nice reminiscing 

all the good things we did together. I thought we were at our best, I thought we will last forever, but I guess I wrong,

completely wrong. It all ended when that Choi ing Siwon came into our lives. Reminiscing the moments where you

fooled me with your suspicious acts was beyond bitter. I thought Donghae changed, I thought Donghae loves me back to the

fullest. I was all wrong, I never expected Donghae to cheat on me. 

February 11, 2006

Donghae asked for a day off since he wasn't feeling quite well, Mr. Kim kindly gave him a day off though.

All of us were asked to do an over-time since it's almost summer and there are still a lot of paperworks to do.

It was there when I realized that Siwon wasn't around, quite surprising.

Anyway it was almost 11pm when we were dismissed. I quickly went home, frightened that maybe Donghae's illness became

quite more intense. Once I arrived home, I automatically searched for Donghae, but he was nowhere

to be found at the living room nor kitchen. I straightly went to our shared room only to see a heartbreaking scene.

February 11, 2006 (Part 2) 

"What is the meaning of this? What is the ing meaning of this?! I..Lee Donghae, get out. You too, Choi Siwon, get out.

I trusted you, Donghae. I trusted you. And what's worse is that I love you, so damn much. I was so stupid to feel that way,

I was so blind! Get out!" I shouted at them with full of frustration, anger and the desire of killing them..both. 

I smiled bitterly to myself, with a gun on my right hand. Blood stains all over the floor. I took a one, last glance at Donghae. 

It was nice meeting you, Hae. 'Till we meet again. 

I positioned the gun on my right temple and pressed on the trigger. 

March 30, 2006

It's been a while...

Just got home from the hospital.

Is it impossible to hear something from me again? Tsk. Well, I'm still alive.

The Gods must love me for killing the es and lessening them that's why they gave me a second life.

Home? Oh wait, yes home. The Prison. It's now my new home. I find the prison more entertaining than the real world. Tsk.

That's all for today I guess, see you soon.

Yours truly,

Lee Hyukjae

Authors Note;

Hey there. I know this is not really that entertaining but I hope you still liked it even just a bit. Hehe. 

Comments are highly appreciated! Don't be shy :) And once again, I'm sorry for the grammatical errors. 

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