My Birthday. I'm Waiting.
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Hey, This is a late sad Post for Yoona's Birthday!! Hope you guys like this !
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Foreword
Yoona Pov~
As days go by, I remember those days when we used to play in the park. Laughing and chasing after each other, while our heart beats together as one. Your eyes sparkling with loving eyes every time we would stare into each others eyes. We planned our whole future together. It was my dream to accomplish it..
I still remember that we were the most popular couple, and that everyone would try to capture our moments on their phones. Afterwards they would post it on sites. We were called 'Yoonsic' . Some would ship us, and some would hate us.
Whenever we got discouraged by the haters we would always say, "No one can break us apart" and "As long as we love each other we'll be together forever." Guess that didn't matter, because those haters got in between of us. You couldn't fight for us, and I was alone fighting for us by myself. How can i fight for us, when you've already had given up. I need you, you're my wings. You're my forever.
I still remember the day when you broke my heart. It was the day before my birthday, when you decided that you didn't need me anymore. I remember those sad loving gloomy cold eyes of yours with tears dripping down. It told me that you still loved me, but you were tired. Tired of fighting for us. You were always scared of losing your career, while I was willing to give it up for you. You were always being scared of being judged of being with me. A girl. Our relationship was banned in Korea. Ever since Lee Soo Man asked us about our moments caught by the media, I knew that you would break up with me one day. I could tell by your eyes, every time you would stare at me that day. I just didn't know back then that it would happen sooner.I thought that maybe you needed space, to clear your mind, and figure out your emotions.
I let go of you that day, thinking that you'll come back to me the next day.. I thought that maybe, you will change your mind on my birthday. I waited for you all day, while all the members partied for my birthday. You never came. I was discouraged, and right then, I knew that you had made your decision to give up on us. I remember sobbing in my bed, after all the members left. I wanted to run away with you. I didn't know what to do anymore. I didn't know if I should still fight for our love or move on. This continued every time we would see each other. Days were harder, because I remember almost approaching you, but holding back my emotions.
I didn't exactly know if you still loved me. I needed to know. I wanted to know.
The time has come, and it is finally my birthday again and I'm still hoping you'd come back to me~
I'm patiently waiting for you, waiting till you can fight for us again...
Jessica.. Saranghae.
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