"OMG! I'm lateeeee!!!" I'm screaming out loud as I woke up from my sleep.  I'm not gonna be late for my class. I rushing myself to the bathroom and get dressed as fast as I can. I blow my hair and see my face in the mirror. Gosh! my eyes are swollen! I need to put some make up on it. While I apply some make up on my face, I remember my conversation with Jaebum last night.

"Hyejeong ah, I think we need to cool off for a moment" Jaebum said.

"Cool off? But why? Bummie ah are we okay?" I try to hold my tears.

"Yeah we are okay, but I need time for myself. There's a lot of thing that I need to handle right now. With the university thingy and so on. I just need a time. You don't have to worry, I still love you baby" he said to me.

"Okay. Whatever you want. I love you too" I said and end up our conversation. 

My heart was beating so fast. I can't breath. I know he said that we are okay but I don't feels like this is a good thing. He's acting so weird lately. He never act this way, I can tell because we've been dating for 3 years. Thinking about what we had for the past 3 years make me feel so emotional and I can't hold my  tears anymore. 

The ringing from my phone bring me back to reality. I look at the caller id, Minjun. Minjun oppa is my bestfriend. He is really caring and sweet to me, he take care of me like I'm his little sister. We shared everything, there is no secret between us. Last night, after my conversation with Jaebum, I text Minjun oppa and tell him what's happen. And I can guess what is the first question that will pop up. As I answered the call,

"Yeabosayo"

"Hyejeong ah, kwenchana?" he asked me. I smiled, as expected!

"Not really but I'll be fine. Where are you oppa?"

"Look out at the window" he said to me.

I do like he said and I saw him waiting for me inside the car, waving at me. I grab my stuff and hurried to him.

"Oppa you don't have to do this. I can take bus you know"

"How come I can let you take a bus while I can driving you there. Beside, we are attend the same college and why not?" he said and smiling at me.

"It just I don't want Jei eonni get the wrong impression. You know how obsessed she is about her boyfriend?" I said jokingly.

Minjun oppa and Jei eonni were dating about two years now. The entire college know how jealous Jei eonni can be when it related to Minjun oppa and me. She can't accept the fact that Minjun oppa were treat me like a little sister. She always said that Minjun oppa always be on my side no matter what. Sometimes she feel neglected because of me.

"You mean, her ex-boyfriend?" he asked me.

I stop laughing and make a suprise expression. Did I heard it wrong? Did Minjun oppa said ex-boyfriend? Like ex-boyfriend?

"Oppa, are you kidding me or what?" I asked him back.

He's smiling at me and continue focusing on the road. I'm trying to figure out what happen to him and Jei eonni. We were silence until we reach at the college.

"Hyejeong ah wait for oppa when you finished your class. I've something to tell you" he said and walked away.

During lunch hour I don't have any appetite, so I've decide to take a walk at the park in my college. I saw a few couples having their lunch date at the park. I'm envy them and it makes me think about Jaebum. We used to be like the other couples who had their lunch date here. Jaebum, where are you? I miss you.

I saw an empty bench near the oak tree, and decide to sit there but my step were stop when I saw Jaebum walking towards me. Ottoke? Ottoke? What should I do? Suddenly the nervousness coming.

"Hey, can I have a words with you?" he asked me.

"Wae?"

"I don't know how to start it" he stuttering.

I just feels something is not right and I can feel my eyes are about to cry.

"What is it Bummie? Just tell me"

"I'm really happy for the time we had together. You were good to me but..." 

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