Hey guys,

I don't think I have to tell you about what's going on right now. I still don't really know what to say as I`m still in shock.

The past few days were filled with sadness and the hope that somebody will tell me, this is not real.

But I know it is and it's hard. But I know the SHINee members and Jonghyun's family members have it the hardest right now.

I hope you have streght. I hope you will get through this.

A few years ago I lost my best friend, she was only 22 years old. So I know how everyone feels right now.

It is hard and it feels like a nightmare. But it will be better, every day a little bit.

Please remember the good memories, these are the most important!

This is only my opinion, but I have seen a lot JongKey writers giving up on either writing or writing fic's in the past few days.

I think we should not give up. Jonghyun wouldn't want us, to give sth up we love doing.

I don't think it's disrespectful either as most writers only "use" his looks but not him as a real person. (as mean as this may sound)

I understand how you guys feel. I think we all nee