In the Backseat of My Mind

Description

When you love someone you wonder how you ever coped without them in your life. How you smiled without them by your side or how you laughed without them laughing beside you. But if you love someone you can never have you are constantly aware that they will inevitable leave. And in the end you will have to make the choice, to leave first or wait for them to leave you.

Wooyoung has dated women before. But in the light of recent events he is forced to chose. Does he keep up his image, his facade, or surrender to the unrequited love in his heart? The days are numbered, each second passing through his fingers like the wind, never to be caught again. If you died tomorrow, would you stay true to a false image or love with your whole heart until it stopped beating?

Clouds moved in over Seoul.

 

WARNING!

Contains delicate topics such as illness, suicide, depression and death.
Queasy readers, or sensitive ones, are advised to read with precaution.

Foreword

Hello, it's me again, back with another KhunYoung-fic! This one will be darker and my first serious attempt at angst.

Sidenote: A part of the story is based on something Shinsadong Tiger said when he was on Strong Heart (ep.155).
He was telling the audience and the guests how he used to arrange so that Korean celebrities could date secretly by using his car.
He would drive them someplace quiet and where they wouldn't be disturbed and then he would leave them alone for a while.
At least that's what I got from what he was telling. A situation in this story is hence taking place in his car, so there's something to chew on for a bit. (It's just a small fact, you can still read the story without this knowledge so you don't have to check out the episode if you don't want to^^)

Sidenote2: The poster is made by me, hope you like it!♥

I hope you will anticipate this story very much! Thank you all for your support!~

Comments

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KiwiPrincess #1
Chapter 1: Asdfghjkl...oh my god..oh my god..wooyoungie.. TT_TT
This is so beautiful! Beautifully sad!
woozyforevah #2
Chapter 1: asihfrebhdazasfdvsaf. i've read this for how many times yearning for another part. GAWSH. This had me clutching my chest for a few minutes, thinking of what if's, this is so sad. no matter how many times i read this, i still get really sad. and that's why i come to this story over and over again. it's that good. So good, it hurts. I hope you could at least write a fragment of nichkhun's reaction to woo's death or something. But I know that this story just ends... here. AND IT'S SOOOO SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD ;_____; but I thank you anyway for leaving me hanging with my imagination although i still want a-*sighs* ;_______;
orkideh #3
Chapter 1: Wish you could make it longer
not enough...not enough seriously
such an amazingly amazing story!
nocturnallyawake
#4
beautiful. amazingly beautiful.
hanippun
#5
Chapter 1: lol okay this was my original comment:
wow only the first chapter and already
so much angst ;___; really feel bad for
Wooyoung and oh everything is just
so painful ;__; when he told khun he
was dying- literally dying- and khun
misunderstood/did not understand.
SCREAMS my heart shattered for
Wooyoung. sobs. great chapter. will
wait for the next update :)

when I read the foreword again I realized the "completed" sign. oh lord, does it really end there ;w;
khunyoungyes
#6
Chapter 1: OMG!!! my poor sensitive heart.... >O<
plese make a fluffy one please ^^
kenya_95 #7
I'll bare myself with those angst . . . . Oh my little heart :'( and btw, i like your last part of the decription xoxo