Juliette

Juliette

SHINee Anniversary - Juliette


 

Hi, this is me.

I am not special in any kind of way.

I'm not particulary pretty.

I don't really have a talent.

I am just a small person in this big, scary world.


 

Between you and me is a huge ocean, hundreds of kilometres seperating us.

I don't know the real you, you don't know me at all.

I know your name and your face, I know the personaliy you hold on to.

I don't know the real you, just the person they told you to be.

But I like the way you are, for me you are perfect.


 

I am the Juliette, hopelessly in loved with you, one I can't have.


 

I hold onto you, like a lost child holds on to their mother.

I have seen you grow and mature, I have grown with you.

Throughout those years you have changed a lot,

New hairstyles, styles, concepts.


 

So many scandals and hate, incidents and bad words.

Yet I am here, protecting you like you protected me from the outside world,

Which didn't understand a person like me, someone different.

You made me realise I am not different, I am special.

A 'little freak' as one of you calls me.


 

So many tears and sleepless nights,

I cried, because you cried.

Because I couldn't understand why does it have to be so hard for you.

Because I saw you falling down from exhaustion and I was hopeless.

Because I couldn't help you get up.

I wish I could tell you at least a simple 'thank you'.

That's all I can do.


 

I can remember the beginning like it was yesterday.

Five boys come out on a stage, nervous and excited.

Music started flowing, magic began.

Your first words ''Noona you're so pretty''

Hit me like a lightning, unforgetable.


 

Now you're asking ''Why So Serious?''

Yet I can still see the young teenage boys

That stole my heart on the 25th May 2008.


 

You've changed my whole life and me.

You let me see the world differently, with different colours.

Green, blue, pink, orange, yellow... Pearclescent Sky Blue

I got lost in that world, The SHINee World.

A place which I call home, a place which I share with thousands of others like me.

A place I can always turn to, when there's no one left beside me.


 

You are with me everywhere, in my heart, my mind... In me.

Every single thought about you, so precious and pure.

I will save for later, when I go to sleep,

So I can dream about you every night and rewind though my memories.


 

I am always there, at the backstage,

Standing behind everyone in the shadow.

Looking at you with wet, yet happy eyes.

Seeing how you disappear, how you say goodbye.


 

I am always there, always beside you.

1000 years and beyond, SHINee whenever, shining forever.


 

Hi, this is me.

I am the SHINee World.

I am your Juliette.

I am your biggest fan.


 

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KpopSweetart
#1
Chapter 1: AMAZING author-nim.
lol a SHINee rainbow
myyoongssi #2
Chapter 1: *speechless* <3 //crying
BlackAngel18
#3
I love this, author-nim. For some reason, I cried while reading. Five shining boys like them, I can really relate. Though I wasn't able to watch them debut, but I can greatly relate.
I like your way of writing, author-nim, HWAITING! ^^