I think Kai only keeps me at his side because he wants to carry the pain of his burden. His sin. When he is judged by many people and alchemists like himself, he looks straight forward and pretends not to hear. He knows what he has done wrong. He fought for love but never got the love he wanted. Instead, he gained my love. Over the years, I have fallen for him. 

       I'm sorry.  I am so sorry.