From strangers, to acquaintances, to best friends. 

Onew and I had always been in that kind of relationship. That is, until he suddenly told me that he found 'someone' special. I didn't know why I felt that way, I just... maybe, somewhere deep inside, wanted to be that special 'someone' of his. Since that day he told me that information, I began to detach myself from him, even from his friends, who are like brothers to me. I wanted to be alone for a while. 

But lately, I can't help but think about him, all the times we shared and all the memories we had in the past. I've been dreaming a lot too, about what would happen if I met with him again and that we would talk about.

Sigh, I wish my dreams became reality. It's becoming annoying, hiding like this. Someone, save me from this crazy world!