Are we really breaking up now?

Or are we just separated for a moment, like how we promised to be?

This separation is already enough for me

Why have not I heard from you

I love you, I can wait for you endlessly

When you come to find me

I can smile at you, always…

This morning was the same morning.

The same breeze.

The same sense of longing.

And I feel for the same person.

Lee Jonghyun, how are you there?

I miss you.

I hope you feel the same.

Yeah, like that's my prayer for every morning.

The same routine.

"Tiffany!." Greet someone who has very familiar voice in my eardrums.

"Today we will attend a variety show on one television station. You are empty, aren’t you?." she continued again with continued flipping through papers she that she was carry.

"I have MC job, right?" I said.

"Umm, Seohyun and Taeyeon will replace you today."

"Arraseo. With whom I attend the event?. "

"Yoona, Yuri and Jessica. And maybe guest stars, CN Blue.” She told me quite clear.

Wait a minute.

CN Blue?

"CN Blue?." Eonnie I asked the manager who is now busy fiddling with her iPad.

"Ne, ne. I do not know. It might be from FNC Entertainment, maybe FT Island or CN Blue." Response Manager eonni as she quickened her pace which seemed in a hurry it.

CN Blue.

That means I'm going to meet Jonghyun?

Please. Let me see him even though we may be awkward with each other.

I let out my breath heavy.

Hopefully in the middle of this density I can still see him.

I really want to meet that person.

The same person.

"Eonni, bring my iPhone.” Asked Yoona to Yuri that her eyes were still half open.

Yes, it is still early in the morning.

The air still felt very cold and pushed into the pores.

I pressed my leather jacket.

Waving to fans my fans who have faithfully waited in front of SNSD dorm.

"Go home, I do not want you freezing here." I said to a girl carrying a banner 'Tiffany' in her hand.

she smiled at me.

How sweet, I thought.

"We left a little early for fear stuck in traffic, you may be looking for breakfast or just lying in the studio later." Obviously Manager eonni.

"Eonni, whether we will meet FT Island oppadeul?." Yoona replied with playing her iPhone.

"Huh? Is not CN Blue?. "I asked in a whisper, because I'm afraid of Jessica going to wake up.

"Come on eonni. Do you really want to meet with Lee Jonghyun?. "Ask Yuri and pushed her laugh.

Yoona Yuri replied with a pinch.

Both dongsaeng who sat in front of me kept teasing me. Pft.

But it does state that reveals so.

Ah, I'd love to meet Jonghyun. I returned snorted indignantly.

"Eonni, you're so pretty. Many other boyband members who continue to call and send text messages. "

"Yep, I thought you have forgotten Jonghyun." Said Yuri on Yoona.

I throw my eyes into the vast sky.

The sky is still dark full of early morning fog.

Very quiet.

I play back my old memory with Jonghyun.

Seriously, 8 months is not a short relationship.

How could I forget all the stories just like that.

"What if I will never forget it?."

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