Today, could be the most unlucky day I have got. I don’t know why, I suddenly getting so dramatic, suddenly remember about Jung Daehyun. A guy that I used to fall in love with. By fall in love I mean a lot, so much until I think I got obsessed with him.

7 years lasted till now, and I still thinking about him. On the other side? Daehyun doesn’t even know a thing. He only knows me as an old friend which is now far from each other.

Yeah, I used to be on the same school with him for 3 years, but I moved to the other school and never met him again. 4 years after, on my new school, I met some other guy. Kim Jongin. School’s best athlete. I’m still on the same delusion I have from 7 years ago, loving the same man Jung Daehyun which I don’t know where right now. I just know his phone number, but I haven’t even contact him since I met him on the festival on my school.

Back to the story. Today maybe the worst, day ever in my life. I’m feeling so bad. So so so so so so bad. I keep imagining Daehyun, thinking that’s he’s here with me, on my side, smiling. Oh, believe me. I hate this so much. This kind of delusion has been going for 3 days ‘till now. I’m not usually a person that’s keeping something for a long time. Something is mostly can be described as emotion. If I’m angry, I can even turn back to alright in merely 15 minutes. So does, sad or any other bad emotion. But today? I don’t think me it’s me.