*Why did he kiss me ? * You asked yourself. You were still in your car which is parked at your front gate. Your Mom opened the gate and found you. She smiled at you and you smiled back.

“Why so early, my dear ?” She asked.

“i am not feeling well omma” You answered.

“You’re sick ?” 

“Not really, My head is spinning around. ” You lied.

“Oh, I see, You should just call us and bring you here. Accidents might happen ” She said.

“Mianhe Omma, next time .. I will just call you and Dad” You smiled.

“Okay, Now go to your room and take a rest, I’ll just go to the grocery and I’ll make you soup” She said. When she was about to walk ..

“uhm, Mom, when did you had your first .. uhm .. kiss ?" You shyly asked.

"When Your dad became  my boyfriend. Why ? Did someone --" She was cutted by you.

"Non, No one kissed me Mom, I'm just curious" You lied ran inside the house. You entered your room and closed the door with a BANG/

Your Mom smiled as you ran away from her. A smile which means she knew you well.

You hugged your teddy bear  when your phone suddenly rang

It was RyeoWook.

"Yeoboseyo" You greeted.

"_____-ah, about a while ago--"

"I know, I'm going to forget it. " You said quickly. But deep down your heart you want him to say 'Don't forget it. I mean that kiss .. I Love you'

"uhm  oh .. yes .. That's what I wanted to tell you. Forget the kiss coz Tang Guo might know and she'll break up with me. Thanks ____-ah , you really are my best friend." He said,

" No ... prob... lem .. Bye" You immediately hang up as tears forming your eyes. 

You curled up on your bed and started crying. You curse yourslef for being stupidly in love with a guy who just treats you as a best friend.

---Ryeowook's POV---

I want to tell her, that i like her. But I know she likes ChiHoon.
I want to tell her not to forget the kiss coz i mean it. But she wanted to forget it.

 I can break it off with Tang Guo if she'd love me too, but what  else can I do, For her, I am just an elder brother, a best friend.

I just want to forget her, hat's why i am with Tang Guo. 

I'll stop this non-sense. I'll forget my feelings for her. I'll give my attention to my girlfriend.
I know, someday .. my heart will beat for Tang Guo too.

--Your POV--

Can i stop loving him ?

Can i just love chihoon instead ?

I can't.. But I will. Who else can save me from this heartbreak ?

It's only me .. and the reason for my sorrow. KIM RYEOWOOK.