Saiya was tired of this. Jun Hyun was supposed to be hers, but instead he was flaunting his relationship with Ji Yoon in her face. Where did things go wrong with them? Ever since she had moved to South Korea to attend Cube Prep, he was the one that was always there looking out for her. For a year and a half she thought that he just looked at her like a little sister, and she was the only one that had feelings. But then, there was that rainy day when they decide to skip class and just hang out alone. At first, it was just like any other day that they were together. Until he pulled her into a hug and she looked into his eyes.

That was when she saw it, his true feelings. She could feel the love radiating off of him, and it caused her to blush. Without any hesitation, he lean down and kissed her. It shocked Saiya for a moment, but she didn’t fight him. And when he pulled her closer, she felt her blush grow hotter as the kiss grew stronger. When he finally pulled away, she didn’t know what to say or do, but she knew nothing would be the same after that. And as her sophomore year came to a close, she was actually shocked at how much closer they had become, but yet, he never wanted to be open about their relationship. She even remember the way he reacted when she tried to hold his hand the day after he had kissed her.

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Saiya was on her way to class, still in a daze from the events the day before when she saw Jun Hyung walking with his friends to class. His classes where usually on the other side of campus where the junior and seniors always were, but he always made a trip just to see her in the morning and make sure nobody bothered her. Without thinking, Saiya ran up to Jun Hyung and hugged his back. She could feel him stiffen from her touch, but played it down to him being shocked that someone was hugging him.

“Morning,” Saiya smiled as Jun Hyung turned to face her. He smiled back at her, then turned quickly to wave his friends off. Saiya found that strange of him too, but figure maybe he just wanted to talk to her alone. “Walk me to class?” The innocence of her smile melted his heart and he nodded in agreement as they turned to walk away. He still hadn’t said a word to her, but when Saiya reached for his hand, he quickly snatched it away and gave her and odd look.

“Don’t do that Saiya,” was all he said. They continued walking to her class in silence, until they reached an empty hallway. He gently pulled her into it and pinned her against the wall. She thought he looked a little frightening and didn’t know what he was going to do. “Listen,” he whispered to her, “nobody can know that I like you, okay.” Saiya nodded. “If people found out about us, all it would do is stir up trouble. So what we have has to stay a secret.” He grabbed her hand and locked it with his own. As much as she enjoyed the touch, she couldn’t ignore the questions spewing around in her head.

“But, Why?” The hurt look in her eyes gave Jun Hyung a sickening feeling in his gut. He bent down and kissed her again. It felt like they kissed for hours, until they heard the first bell ring, reminding them that they needed to get to their class. Jun Hyung pulled away and looked around him to make sure nobody was watching them. He pulled her in for a quick peck and disappeared before she could get another word out.

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As Saiya thought back to that day, she felt a pang in her heart. How could she have been so stupid? Maybe she deserved for him to toss her to the side the way he had. After all, she made it easy for him to play with her. So caught up in her emotions, she gave him whatever he wanted of her and didn’t think twice about it. Now, all she felt was hurt and regret.