I sat on my bed and began looking through my sister's yearbook. It has been so long. 

 

I remember her classmates very well. As well as my own. The main reason was because I had this major crush on this classmate of hers.

 

Cha Hakyeon.

 

He was also her friend. Well, he was everybody's friend. He was a very popular senior. 

 

It has been a while since I have last seen him. I wonder what he has became. 

 

I hope he has reached his dreams. He's the main reason I am what I am right now. I owe him a lot.

 

I remember watching him from afar. 

 

Every Tuesday, I'd go to the library and take the seat by the window where I could watch him play basketball in the court.

 

 He wasn't really good at it. Hell he couldn't even play. He'd just run around, throwing the ball carelessly, laughing. Having fun. 

 

I was very satisfied sitting there. Gazing at him. Doodling his name unconsiously in my copy book. 

 

Cha Hakyeon.

 

What a beautiful name he had. Just writing it with mine made me blush. 

 

He was beautiful. Just like his name. Inside and out.

 

He was a very good sunbae. Taking very good care of every junior. 

 

I've always looked upon him. Well, everybody looked uponhim. And yet, he was very humble. He was that kind of person.

 

 

 

My first year of high school.

 

I crushed on the popular sunbae. 

 

 

And we almost had a story.

 

Almost.