HYUKJAE POV

“All of you can have a rest for one hour before our long day. We will have press conference at 2 PM and continue with round table with the media. After that prepare for the show and we will directly fly back to Korea after the show.” Kangin hyung explained our next schedules for the day.

We just got back from the rehearsal and I felt so drained.

“Hyukjae hyung, what do you want to do for the next one hour?” Kyuhyun asked me. He is the magnae of the group but he is has one problem, devil mind.

“I think I want go back to my room and sleep. I’m so sleepy.” Sungmin yawned and Siwon just nodded beside him.

“I’m hungry but I don’t want to do room service.” I answered while my eyes looking thru the car window.

“What if we eat at the hotel restaurant?” Kyuhyun suggested and I agreed with him since I think eat outside my room is the best way to heal my boredom.

We arrived at the hotel and some of fans already waited for us. Me and Kyuhyun went to the restaurant while the others back to their rooms. There’s 5 big bodyguards waited for me and Kyuhyun while we are eating.

“Hyung, why are you so gloomy?” Kyuhyun asked me while he ate a spoonful of soup.

I sighed and played my Caesar salad with a fork, “I just feel so tired and sick of everything.”

“What do you mean by anything?”

“See there Kyu.” I pointed at the bodyguards, “See around us, I feel like I don’t have my own private life.”

“But hyung, this is the path you choose. You choose to be an idol and this is what we’ve got. The fans, the attention, the security and the hard work.” Kyuhyun answered me and he titled his head. “I don’t understand hyung, usually you are the most humble and love the attention from our fans but you suddenly tired of it.”

“I know Kyu, but this is not the attention I really want right now. They love me not for who I am but for what I do. They love my face, our songs and our hard works. Not the real me. You know what I mean.” I felt so frustrated and I put my fork.

Kyu also stopped his eating and he put his spoon. He smirked, “Aaaa... I think you already passed on Sooyoung.”

“What’s with Sooyoung?”

“You are lack of love.” Kyuhyun smirked and he nodded his head like he already solved a case.

“Aish! Why all of you think this is about Sooyoung?”I rumbled my hair and getting more frustrated.

Kyuhyun laughed out loud, “So Sungmin was right! You like that local crew!”

I widened my eyes and shut Kyuhyun’s mouth with my hands. “Are you stupid, Cho?! Don’t say it out loud!”

Kyuhyun tried to surpressed his laugh so I let my hands go from his face. I looked at him sternly. “But are you sure hyung? I mean, he is like far away from us.”

“I don’t know Kyu. I just don’t want to talk about him now.”

Suddenly Kyuhyun’s phone was ringing and he reed the message.

“I’ve gotta go hyung. It’s my time to make up. Wanna stay or go upstairs?” Kyuhyun wore his sunglasses and took a spoonful of my salad.

“I’ll stay for a while, I’m still hungry.” He nodded and left me alone.

I sighed again and continued to eat. Listen to music is not a bad idea so I took out my phone and searched for my earphone on my pocket.

“Damn, where did I put it?” I kept searching but I guess I leave it at the car. Then I received a message on my phone. Kangin hyung tell me to go upstairs soon as possible.

I gave up searching like I gave up on Donghae. Haishh... Why Donghae suddenly pop up on my mind again...?!

I wore my sunglasses and finished my salad then I decided to go back to my room. There’s 3 big bodyguards waited for me and they guarded me to my room. When I passed a lobby, some of fans were screaming my name and I just hung my head low.

“HYUKJAE OPPA!!!”

“HYUKJAE HYUNG, I LOVE YOU!”

I just waved my hand to them but still hung my head low.

When I passed thru them and get inside the elevator, suddenly I heard someone called my name softly.

“Hyukjae?”

I know this voice and I lifted my head, looked for a while then looked down again. But I realized.

“DONGHAE?”

He was there, waved and smiled cutely at me. I waved back enthusiastic but the elevator door was closing and one of the bodyguard’s big body hindered the buttons.

“!! Open it! Open it!” I told the bodyguards but seems nobody understands me since I talked in Korean.

“Open the door!!” I pressed the open button but the elevator already moved.

"How can Donghae be here?" and my smile wide opened

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