My heart has shattered into little tiny pieces like glass which can never be join together,
no matter what you do or how muchyou try to put the back together...And if it even does join back together,
those cracks will always be visible no matter what you do the cracks will always be there,
surrounding my heart as blood drips slowly, slowly...till that heart of mine doesnt beat anymore/any longer.

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" Oppa, why did you leave me...I loved you with all my heart, and now that heart is shattered into pieces like glass which can never be join together no matter what you do or how much you try to put it back together.
Why did you leave, tell me, Why?? I miss you oppa, I miss you alot...hope your happy up there. "

" Unnie control yourself, everyone has to go someday, there's nothing we can do about it...but in order to keep ourselves alive we should forget about the past...isnt that what you say, I know you can do it...we all know that you can do it, your not weak.
In fact your strong and you are our strength and if you break down,
who's gonna give use courage and strength to face the past and reality. You can do it...dont give up on yourself "
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IN THE PLANE...
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Suzy woke up from her sleep, she looked at IU, Jiyeon and Mrs Lee who were still sleeping and she then looked through the window.

" Hope everything...will be okaii, I hope oppa still remembers me...ani what am i saying oppa wouldnt remember me. Not even once in these 5 years has he asked for me or has he spoken to me " Suzy sighs coldly. 

Suzy rests her back on the seat and looks at her watch " hmmm...7 hours left and we'll be there, I just hope I havent done anything wrong by moving to Korea, and importantly I dont want to love again. " She sighs again " Oppa*Looks at the sky* oppa, will everything be fine...I miss you " she whispered as a tear fell from the conner of her eye but little did she know that IU and Jiyeon were listening to her. Suzy started to remember those memorise she had with this person, she calls 'oppa'.

[FLASHBACK, 3-4 YEARS AGO]

" What's up...why did you call me here oppa " Suzy smiled at the person in front of her.

" Just...i wanted to spend time with you and tell you something, wae cant i " ???? said.

" aniyo, i was just asking cause you called me all of a suddenly...and neh you can, I dont mind being with you no matter how long " Suzy smiled as the person in front of her smiled.

" really, Suzy... " ???? said.

" Neh..." Suzy turned her head and looked at the view in front of them.

" Do you remember this place...it's the exact place where we had first met, where we became best friends " ??? smiled.

" Neh...i do, we became really close " Suzy gleamed in the sunlight.

They sat down in silence, enjoying each others company...secretly taking glances at each other without letting the other one realise. A huge smile appear on Suzy's face as he interwinded his hand with hers

" Suzy, am gonna read you a quote and poem by Shakespeare and I want you to tell me what they are about. "

" Okaii (Y) "

" Here it goes *takes a deep breath* "

" Let those who are in favour with their stars
Of public honour and proud titles boast,
Whilst I, whom fortune of such triumph bars
Unlook’d for joy in that I honour most.
Great princes’ favourites their fair leaves spread
But as the marigold at the sun’s eye,
And in themselves their pride lies buried,
For at a frown they in their glory die.
The painful warrior famoused for fight,
After a thousand victories once foiled,
Is from the book of honour razed quite,
And all the rest forgot for which he toiled:
Then happy I, that love and am beloved,
Where I may not remove nor be removed. "
-William shakespeare

" When forty winters shall besiege thy brow   
And dig deep trenches in thy beauty’s field,   
Thy youth’s proud livery, so gaz’d on now,   
Will be a tatter’d weed, of small worth held:   
Then being ask’d, where all thy beauty lies,          
Where all the treasure of thy lusty days,   
To say, within thine own deep-sunken eyes,   
Were an all-eating shame and thriftless praise.   
How much more praise deserv’d thy beauty’s use,   
If thou couldst answer ‘This fair child of mine   
Shall sum my count, and make my old excuse,’   
Proving his beauty by succession thine!   
This were to be new made when thou art old,   
And see thy blood warm when thou feel’st it cold. "-William Shakespeare

" So what are they about? " he asked her even though he knew what they are about.

" They're...thet're about love " Suzy smiled as she turned her head and looked at him in the eyes.

" Suzy...there's something I wanna tell you " ??? said.

" Go on.. " Suzy looked at him.

He gets up and stands in front of her.. " Suzy, ever since we met I thought you were the most beautiful girl I had ever met " Suzy smiled at him " days became weeks and weeks became months, we got close and became great friends but now I dont wanna be friends *Suzy was shocked* I wanna be more than just friends. Suzy...I love you, will you be my girlfriend? " He asked.

" Neh " Suzy nodded. She stood up and hugged him " You scared me...I love you Mic- "

" Unnie " Suzy quickly seperated herself from her boyfriend " Ahhh~ Jiyeon...IU "

" Hehehe...we saw everything, congratulations oppa...new couple eh~ " IU and Jiyeon giggled.

" Aishhh~ shut up, lets go...bye oppa " Suzy waves goodbye to her boyfriend.

Its been 2 years since they have been in a relationship, Suzy is 16...*ringring...ringring* her boyfriend had called telling her that they would play a game.

The rules where that who ever can stay without calling or seeing each other wins. Suzy accepted this, there was no way she was going to lose this.

Hours later, Suzy started to miss him alot...so she got ready, wearing something nice she went to his house with IU and Jiyeon. When they arrived there, they saw alot of people in black clothes, Suzy saw Mr and Mrs Lee, her boyfriend's parents.

" Mrs Lee " Suzy called out. Mrs Lee looked at the person who had called, saw Suzy and walked towards her.

" Suzy " Mrs Lee said as a tear fell.

" W...what happened? "

" M..My son, y..y...your boyfriend is gone " Mrs Lee said.

" W...w..what d..do yo...you m...mean? " Suzy stutters as tears formed in her eyes.

" He's dead...he's left this world and he told me to give this to you " Mrs Lee hands her a letter and then walks away giving her a hug.

Suzy opens the letter...

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Dear Suzy,
Mianhe for not telling you this earlier but I have cancer.
I have cancer but i didnt want you to get worried,
But truely i would like to tell you that I, myself love you to death...
I couldnt tell you this face by face cause i cant see you break down.
If anything best has ever happened to me then it is meeting you, falling in love with you...
I wanna spend my whole life with you but I guess I cant...its time to say goodbye.
Please do move on and find someone else that can cheer you.
Remember, I will always love you...
Love
  L . M <3 xoxo

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Suzy had completely broken down, she cried and cried in the funeral, after the funeral for a couple of days she starved herself but then soon she decided to move on and she did but along with that she had changed.

[END OF FLASHBACK] 

 

" Oppa, why did you leave me...I loved you with all my heart, and now that heart is shattered into pieces like glass which can never be join together no matter what you do or how much you try to put it back together. Why did you leave, tell me, Why?? I miss you oppa, I miss you alot...hope your happy up there. "

Suzy wiped her tear, closed her eyes and went back to sleep. IU and Jiyeon opened their eyes, looking at Suzy...tears started running down their cheeks.

" Suz unnie, has suffered more then us and she hids the pain away from us so we wouldnt know how hurt she is " Jiyeon cried.

" We have never done anything for her to be happy, and she has always been there for us through sadness, pain and happiness, she's always made us happy. " IU said quietly.

" She always says that she is fine but here eyes talk, we can see through her eyes that she isnt...she's hiding all her pain not wanting anyone to know about it or wanting anyone to pity her " Jiyeon whispered " How long will she be like this, how long...i miss that happy, most lively and cheerful Suz unnie. But we know that she isnt going to change herself back to how she was "

" I still remember how she encouraged me when Yoseob hurt me " 

[FLASHBACK] 

IU and Yoseob have been dating for nearly 2 years.

They are going to have a date today, IU is waiting for him at their favourite cafe. Its been 3 hours and still Yoseob hasnt arrived. IU got up and left the cafe to look for him, as she was walking around...she froze upon seeing her boyfriend 'kissing' another girl.

" Y...y...yoseob " IU teared up.

Yoseob froze upon seeing his girlfriend in front of him " I...I..IU "

" IU " someone called her name. IU turned around to see Suzy and Jiyeon there.

Suzy and Jiyeon ran to IU only to see her crying.

" IU, what's wrong...why are you crying?! " Suzy asked.

" Yoseob...I saw him kiss that girl " IU pointed at Yoseob.

Suzy and Jiyeon were shocked. Suzy grew angry, she walked towards Yoseob and *BAM* Suzy slapped Yoseob across the face.

" You jerk...How dare you deceive IU, She doesnt deserve someone like you. What a 2 timer? Go die in hell, watch your gonna rotten, In future i'd love to watch you beg for love, kaja IU..you deserve someone better than him " Suzy, IU and Jiyeon walked away.

It is night time, the girls were in Suzy's room cause they decided to have a sleepover there. IU was crying alot...Suzy hugged and looked after her like a mother.

" Shhh~ dont cry for someone like him, he doesnt desrve you, you desrve someone better than him, your a strong girl...forget about that dog.

" Your right unnie, i should forget him " IU said as she wiped her tears

" Now that's my girl "

" Thank you Suz unnie...I love you "

" I love you too "

" Me too " Jiyeon said and they started giggling.

 

[END OF FLASHBACK]
 

" neh I also remember how she looked after us when we were broke, she's like an eomma to us, she sorted out Yesung for me " Jiyeon whispered.

[FLASHBACK]

Its been 1 year since Jiyeon and Yesung have been dating but something happened and Jiyeon never came out of her room. Suzy and IU were out of town dued to some school projects when it happened, and when they came back they went to Jiyeon's room and knock on the door.

" Jiyeon-ah, unnies here open the door "

" Neh, tell us what's wrong? Jiyeon-ah open the door "

The door slowly opens up and out comes Jiyeon...her eyes were red and looked heavy as if she hadnt slept in ages and like she's been crying for a long time. Jiyeon quickly hugged Suzy and started crying again.

" Hey shhh~ what happened, tell me, you can tell your unnie "

" U...u...unnie...Y...y..yesung...b..r..broke...u..up...with...m..me " Jiyeon cried out.

" WHATT! " Suzy and IU were shocked " Why...when?? "

" He broke up with me on our last date and he said that he loves someone else " Jiyeon cried.

" Hey shhh~ dont worry, tomorrow in school I'll teach him a lesson, dont cry your a strong girl" Suzy said calmly.

{Next Day, in school}

They were in school, Jiyeon felt abit better...cause she had her unnies with her, Yesung was there bit she didnt break down nor did she cry...she was strong just like Suzy had said. Suzy had always protected them and yet again she's doing the samething again and that is protecting her friends, she's like a mother to them and Suzy, she believes in IU and Jiyeon.

Suzy wrote a small letter for Yesung and put it on his desk.

It said/read:

___________________

Oppa, meet me at the sports hall...Will be waiting for you.
Love **** xoxo
__________________
 

Yesung got the letter and went staight to the sports hall, thinking that maybe Jiyeon or his 'new' girlfriend had sent him that letter.

He reached in front of the sports hall and soon entered it and there he found Jiyeon looking at him.

" Jiyeon..." he walked towards her " I knew it would be you...am sorry for what I had said, I realised that I love you "

Jiyeon put her hand forward to tell him to stop talking and he did " It's too late Yesung-ah...I moved on now and I have no feelings for you anymore, unnie is right you dont deserve me, I deserve someone much better than you someone who's not a player, someone I can trust. I dont have any feelings for you "

" But...am sorry, dont I deserve a second chance "

" Only people that do it by mistake deserve a second chance not people who do it by purpose...and besides its too late " Suzy spoke as she came out along with IU.

" S...S...Suzy when did you come?? " Yesung asked nervously.

" Just before you came...so i see you got the letter "

" Letter...you put that letter on my desk "

" Yeah, and it worked...who did you think it was your so-called 'NEW' girlfriend "

" Ani...I thought it was Jiyeon and then maybe my new girlfriend "

" well we need to teach you a lesson for dumping our girl "

Suzy said as she kicked him in the men's private part. Along with that came a punch from IU, they hit a few more times and then moved away.

" that's for hurting my girl " and with that the 3 girls walked out.

" Jiyeon-ah...mianhe "

Jiyeon just ignored him and left. 
 

[END OF FLASHBACK]

" She's like an eomma to us " Jiyeon said.

" If only oppa had told her about his illness, but what if he lied to her cause at the funeral we didnt get to see his face and nor did his parent cry " IU suddenly spoke.

" Neh unnie, your right they didnt cry even when it was their own son's funeral, maybe he lied and so did his parent " Jiyeon agreed.

" We should find out once we arrive in Korea "

" Okaii... " Jiyeon gives thumbs up.

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" Maybe he lied, maybe his still around but he's hiding from us for some reason that we dont know,
maybe he didnt want her but why...why did he leave. Why?? Tell us, why?? "

" There's soo many questions in my mind, but non of the have been yet answered, am tired of waiting for the answers and now i am no longer gone wait for the questions to be answered, in fact me, myself will look for those answers. "
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IN KOREA, SEOUL...
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" What do you want Son Na Eun?! " Myungsoo said coldly.

" Oppa, mianhe, am really sorry for everything i did, I realised my mistake and i want you back oppa...I love you " Naeun said.

" Pfft...to bad my feelings for you have changed, i dont love you anymore...am not the old Myungsoo who you knew, who's feelings you had played with " L said as Infinite, Sistar, Miss A, Fx, B.A.P, 2PM, Shinee, JJ Project, KARA, EXO and T-ara circled them.

" Everyone makes a mistake and they get a second chance, and I made a mistake, dont i deserve a second chance " Naeun cried.

" People only deserve a second chance when they did it by accident not by purpose, and besides its too late...its too late to give you second chance " Myungsoo said angrily. 

" Mianhe...I said am sorry what else do you want?! " She begged.

" I want you away from me...and out of my face " Myungsoo smirked.

" Naeun, why are you back...just leave our brother alone, we told you last time not to come in front of him " Hyorin, Fei and Bora asked.

" I just wanna be with him again! "

" It's too late, just leave him alone and find someone else, who would believe you "

" But- "

" LEAVE NOW!! " 

Naeun walked away and soon...

*KRRRIIIIIIINNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG* The bell rang

Everyone quickly went to their seats as they saw the teacher entered.

" Annyeong class, I am Gong Min ji but you can call me Miss Minzy and I am your new teacher since your old teacher has left, I'll be teachig this class " Miss Minzy said.

*yeahh~ * Everyone cheered and the boys blew whistles at her.

The teacher settled herself down and took the register, when she was finished she started to teach them English.

" Okaii class, today am going to read you a quote and a poem by the famous William Shakespeare " said Miss Minzy " so I'll read the quote first and then the poem "

" Let those who are in favour with their stars
Of public honour and proud titles boast,
Whilst I, whom fortune of such triumph bars
Unlook’d for joy in that I honour most.
Great princes’ favourites their fair leaves spread
But as the marigold at the sun’s eye,
And in themselves their pride lies buried,
For at a frown they in their glory die.
The painful warrior famoused for fight,
After a thousand victories once foiled,
Is from the book of honour razed quite,
And all the rest forgot for which he toiled:
Then happy I, that love and am beloved,
Where I may not remove nor be removed. " -William shakespeare

" And now the poem " Miss Minzy smiled.

" When forty winters shall besiege thy brow   
And dig deep trenches in thy beauty’s field,   
Thy youth’s proud livery, so gaz’d on now,   
Will be a tatter’d weed, of small worth held:   
Then being ask’d, where all thy beauty lies,          
Where all the treasure of thy lusty days,   
To say, within thine own deep-sunken eyes,   
Were an all-eating shame and thriftless praise.   
How much more praise deserv’d thy beauty’s use,   
If thou couldst answer ‘This fair child of mine   
Shall sum my count, and make my old excuse,’   
Proving his beauty by succession thine!   
This were to be new made when thou art old,   
And see thy blood warm when thou feel’st it cold. "-William Shakespeare

" So can anyone tell me what the quote and poem is about? " Miss Minzy asked and everyone picked their hands up, waiting to be picked maybe not everyone, yes am talking about the queenakas and the kingakas. 

" Pffft...she's treating us like as if we're in elementary school " Myungsoo whispered to himself and JB who is sat infront of him. JB chuckled when heard what Myungsoo had said, in fact even Wooyoung chuckled who is sitting behind him.

" Kim Myungsoo " Miss Minzy called Myungsoo out of no-where.

" Yeah, but its L " Myungsoo says coldly.

"Ahhh~ okaii L can you tell me what the quote and poem is about? " Miss Minzy asked. 

" The quote and poem are about...Love " Myungsoo said acting cool. 'LOVE' he didnt like the word, why?? After what Naeun did he hated it.

" Definition of the ple- " Before Miss Minzy could finish her sentence...

*KRRRRIIIIIINNNNNGGGGG* THE BELL WENT

" Ok, class is dismissed...we'll be carrying on with this tomorrow and the principle said that maybe we might have some new students tomorrow "  Miss Minzy said and the dismissed the students and then left.

Lessons went by fast that it is now lunch time...

Infinite, Sistar, Miss A, Fx, B.A.P, 2PM, Shinee, JJ Project, KARA, EXO and T-ara were together in the canteen with every fan girls and fan boys staring at them.

A fan boy came to their table...

" Ermmm...H..Hyorin " fan boy spoke. 

Hyorin turned around and faced the boy " Neh "

" emmm....I...I...w...was...wondering if you would like to go on a date with me " asked the fan boy. Woohyun heard him grew jealous.

" Yah, she's my girl...back off, find someone else to go on a date with " Woohyun yelled. Hyorin chuckled at her boyfriend's jealousy.

" I cant...am already taken " Hyorin said as Woohyun put his arm around her shoulders.

" Ohh~ okaii..." the boy said sadly and walked away.

" Awwww~ he's sad but he is cute " Hyorin giggled.

" Yah...your mine, not his...so dont you dare or I'll call my princess " Woohyun yelled.

Wooyoung froze upon hearing 'my princess'

" H...h..hyung...is S..S...Suzy coming back " Wooyoung suddenly asked.

Woohyun looked at Wooyoung " I dont know...she said that she's thinking of coming back, but its still not decided "

" Ohhh~ okaii " Wooyoung said

" Eomma had spoken to Mrs Lee and she told her that...Suzy has changed alot " Junsu and Taecyeon spoke

" What do you mean? " Wooyoung suddenly asked.

" Suzy, she doesnt laugh or smile anymore, she's cold now...and eomma said there's a reason for why she has changed but nobody knows what that reason is " Kai said.

" Something happen in USA, for why eomma said she was shattered and for that she changed " Zelo added.

" Hope she's okaii... " Wooyoung whisperes to himself.

On the other side, Myungsoo was remembering the day Naeun had left him...

[FLASHBACK, 3-4 years ago]

" Wow...oppa it's so beautiful, best date ever " Naeun said.

" Really...kamsahamida " Myungsoo smiled.

" You know romance " Naeun smiled back.

" And you dont " Myungsoo smirked.

" Op-pa " Naeun pouted.

" Aishhh~ why are you so cute for?! " 

" Is that a compliment or a complain?! " Naeun raised an eye brow.

" hmmmm...both " Myungsoo chuckled.

" op-paaa~" She pouted again.

" okok..mianhe " Myungsoo apologised cutely.

They sat down and enjoyed their date, when they were finished Naeun spoke up.

" Ermmm...o...oppa...I...n..need...t.to..t..tell..you..some..thing " Naeun stammered.

" Neh...what do you wanna tell me? " Myungsoo asked confused.

" I..I wanna break up with you "

" w..what...but..why " Myungsoo stammered this time.

" Oppa...I love someone else...am sorry "

" Ok...lets break up " Myugsoo was shattered and he walked off leaving Naeun behind. He could feel a tear drop down from his eye. It soon started raining and Myungsoo cried in the rain.

" WHY?! WHY DONT YOU LOVE?! WHY...WASNT I GOOD ENOUGH?! I DID EVERYTHING TO MAKE YOU HAPPY...SO WHY CANT YOU LOVE ME?! WHY?! " Myungsoo yelled as he dropped himself down on to the ground.

And from that day he changed...to a cold person..to a player.

[END OF FLASHBACK]

" Myungsoo...you okaii " Jia asked.

" ahh~ yeah am fine " Myungsoo said coldly.

" Hi Wooyoung oppa, long time no see... "

Wooyoung looked up and froze upon seeing who it is that had called him.

" What do you want *******! "

To be continued...

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