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" I just would like to have a friend. I've never been able to know what having someone to share things that happen to you feels like. Laughing at night while on bed saying stupid things because you're tired but you don't want to waste your time when the other is there. Saying "I'm gladd you're my friend" those are things I've never been able to experience. But I guess it's my own fault. I'm just not likeable you know?" It's only Heechul hying there when I'm scare or down or just want to talk about how my day was. He's a good hyung."

He felt  his eyes burn as he tried to ignore the want to hold Hyukjae and tell him he could count him as his friend but he couldn't say that... he would be lying if he did... He didn't want his friendship. He wanted all Hyukjae was for himself only and that's not alright. That's definitely not alright.

A/N: So here we go~ After what must've been yearts of not writting in the slightest, I've decided to make this as a gift for my wonderful bb Eri. So yeah Eri, unnie is trying her best here!

I'm sorry for my English is not the best out there so here you'll find a great amount of grammar mistakes.

A/N 2: I had a lot of trouble with the original account, for some strange reason my password doesn't work and I tried the "recover password" thingy but haven't received any email  whatsoever... So jsut to not make you guy wait any longer I'll be posting here from now on.