Chapter 11

At the house - Jessica's POV

I cry inside the house. This can't not be happen. She said she loves me, but why she want to break up with after three days. Why I feel my heart got stab when Sooyoung announce the break up. I should be happy right? But why my heart is so hurt. Then my phone rang.

" JESSICA JUNG, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE? " my father scream

" Dad, I'm not in the mood to talk. I'll call you later " then I hang up

* DING DONG *

I open the door.

" UNNIE, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO SOOYOUNG UNNIE? " Krystal scream

" I've done nothing, she is the one who broke up with me " without looking at her

" I'm sure you done something to her. She loves you so much that she won't break up with you without any reason. She can even sacrifice herself for you " Krystal blurted out then she put her hand on

" Wait, how do you know Sooyoung loves me. And what do you mean by sacrifice herself for me "

Krystal sighed

" Well I don't think I need to keep this secret anymore. Now listen to me Jessica Jung. Sooyoung unnie is falling in love with a few months ago. " 

I didn't give Krystal reaction because I already know. Then Krys look at me " Wait, did you already know about it? "

I nodded

" When " Krystal asked

" Three days ago, she was telling when she was drunk "

" Then how do you feel when you heard she loves you? " Krystal asked

I feel happy and my heart beat crazily

" I had no feeling when she said it " I lied

" Stop lying to yourself Jessica Jung " Krystal crossed her arm.

I want to talk then my phone rang.

" Jessica, are you free now. I want to see you " Donghae said

" Oppa, I am with Krystal now "

" I am outside of your house, can you come out for a few minutes "

" OK " I said " Krys stay here I'll be back in a few minutes "

I went outside and saw oppa smiling at me. I force a smile.

" Oppa, is something happen? "

" No, I have a business trip and I need to leave Korea for a few weeks. So before I go, I want to see you first. "

" Then have a safe trip oppa "

I turn my back to him then something in my mind. I need to confirm something.

" Oppa, can you hug me before you leave? " I asked

" Sure " He smile then give me a hug. Is not the same feeling with Sooyoung. My heart don't be beat fast when oppa hug me. But with Sooyoung my heart beat crazily.

Inside the house, Krystal saw everything. Unnie, you can't lie to yourself anymore. Now you know your true feeling.

I went back to the house and saw Krystal on the sofa. I sit beside her.

" Now, tell me the truth unnie. Do you have feeling for Sooyoung unnie "

" No "

Krystal sighed " If you want to lie to yourself just continue but I want you to know something "

" What it is? "

" Do you remember a few months ago that you were drunk and outside the bar a thief asked us for money? "

" Yes, you said you gave him money. Then he left. "

" Is not true. "

" What do you mean? "

" You were drunk and you said something that got the thief angry. He want to stab you with his knife..... "

" But I was not injure.... "

" I'm not finish.....He want to stab you and Sooyoung unnie protected you. At the end, she was the one who got stab. She asked me not to tell you. She was almost dead that night. "

Sooyoung put herself in danger for saving my life. Tears fall non-stop and Krystal hug me. After crying, I asked Krystal to move in with me. I don't want to go back to my parents house. Krystal went home packing and come back later.

 * DING DONG *

I open the door and saw a guy in front.

" You must be miss Jessica. Miss Sooyoung send me here to pack her things. "

" Yes, come in. Sooyoung's room is the first door on the second floor. " I said

The guy nodded and went into Sooyoung's room. After 30 minutes, he takes Sooyoung's things and leave the house. I went into Sooyoung's room and all Sooyoung's stuff are gone. She is really gone. She won't come back to this house anymore. My memories with Sooyoung in this house come out in my mind. I smile when I remember Sooyoung action, smile, etc..... I was so happy when Sooyoung was beside me. I fall on the floor and start crying harder. Krystal is right, I was lying to myself about my feeling for you. Now you are gone, I know the person I really love is you Choi Sooyoung. But now is too late. I cry even harder.

" Unnie what happen? " Krystal run toward me then hug me.

" Krys, you are right. " I said while crying

" What right?! " Krys asked confusely

" Krys, you are right. I'm lying to myself and everyone......Now I'm sure I'm in love with Sooyoung "

Krystal smile when she heard it.

" The feeling I have between Sooyoung and Donghae are different. When Sooyoung hug me, my heart beat crazily but with oppa, I don't have any feeling when he hug me. But now is too late, she'll leave to L.A. and maybe she won't come back " I sob

" I never too late unnie. Wait let me call Yuri unnie to asked her when Sooyoung unnie leave "

After a few minutes, Krystal come back

" Sooyoung unnie will leave tomorrow. Now call her then tell her you love her and ask her to stay. "

" But...."

" Unnie, this is your last chance to win Sooyoung unnie back. Otherwise, you will regret it. "

I nodded and call Sooyoung