My love, unconditional

My love, unconditional

 

They said it was wrong, but it felt so right.

They said it was wrong, they crippled my sight.

They said it was wrong, forbidden as such.

Why can't they see that I love you so much?

 

We ran away today, ran away from the hate.

We ran away today, because this was fate.

We ran away today, to start a life.

The words they uttered would still once in a while slice.

 

You're in my arms, I will protect you.

You're in my arms, we will pull through.

You're in my arms, I whisper tender words,

accompanied by the chirps of the beautiful birds.

 

The days have passed, but you're not here.

The days have passed, but my mind is far from clear.

The days have passed, you said I left you.

The days have passed, but I still love you.

 

You sit by my grave, longing for my love.

You sit my by grave, I'm watching from above.

You sit by my grave, you're crying for me.

I will always be with you, can't you see?

 

I'll blow you a kiss.

I reach out to touch your cheek.

Can you feel my love, can you feel my touch? 

 

I will always love you, of that I'm sure.

Whatever they say, our love is pure.

 

You are no longer in my arms.

 

 

“I miss you...”

 

/You promised you would never leave me./

 

“Do you miss me?”

 

/You promised to love me forever.

To hold me when I cried. To always be

by my side./

 

"I graduated today"

 

/My love for you is forever,

even if we are not together./

 

"You would have been proud"

 

/It's been hard without you by my side.

The day I lost you, I lost my pride./

 

"Why did you leave me?"

 

/I miss your smile, I long for your touch./

 

"How am I supposed to go on without you?"

 

/You are part of me, a piece of my soul.

Without you by my side, I will never be whole/

 

"I love you"

 

/I've cried for you, tear after tear.

My vision is blurry, it will never be clear/

 

A sudden rustle of the leaves behind me caught my attention. A tall figure emerged from the shadows.

 

‘Yunho? No..’

 

“Jaejoong? I think we should go home. You’ve been here long enough.”

“I’m sorry Yoochun.. I just.. Can’t bring myself to leave him”

He smiled.

“We’ll come back tomorrow.”

 

‘Tomorrow is our anniversary. The day you expressed your love for me. Do you remember?’

 

I got up even though I couldn’t feel my knees anymore.

“I’ll be there in a minute.”

He nodded and left.

“Yunho.. Please give me a sign so I know that you can hear me..”

It was a beautiful and peaceful day, but suddenly I was nearly knocked to the ground by a gust of wind and for a moment I swear I could feel his hand on my cheek.

Tears. I couldn’t control them anymore.

I knelt down again and kissed the top of his tombstone.

“I love you too”

 

/I’m letting you go, but not because I don’t want you

I’m letting you go, but not because I don’t miss you.

I’m letting you go, but not because I don’t want to remember you.

No.

I’m letting you go because I love you./

 

This is my love, unconditional..

Saranghae ~ 

 

[A/N]

 

I'll give you a hug if you can understand what the sudden gust if wind meant (:

Thanks for your comments! 

Love, Kim 

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mjjejae_mira
#1
Chapter 1: i was only be able to hold until "we'll come back tomorrow" and then "tomorrow is our anniversary"~~ my pool of tears broken.. couldn't hold anymore.. short but full of meaning and sadness T__T
JongKey1221
#2
Chapter 1: Still sobbing after so long since I've read this. ;~;
genglan84
#3
grutugomuk #4
*crying now* ~ oh god....... this is so sad... i just cant stop myself fr crying~
Sarah-kun #5
Nice! your really good at this! I'll go and read some more of your writings ;)<br />
missterious
#6
VERY nice work!
TwilightDream
#7
TT_TT you are awesome for writing this... TT-TT hoping to read more from you~!
ancho10rhythm
#8
stab me right on my heart T.T<br />
awesome T.T<br />
yunjae...
vagel_91
#9
I love your one shot, it's so sad, it brought tears to my eyes.
JongKey1221
#10
You are possibly my fave writer here on AFF now. And it only took 10 hours :) I'm moved by the poems of yours that I've read. My friend Marissa (DiscardingDawn) likes to write poems. She's really amaing too. Maybe you could talk to her and share your work with her. I'm sure she'd appreciate your stories and poems a bunch :')