Prologue

I’m Kim Heechul, the most handsome guy living, a star, a universe as what my petals call me, well I believe that I’ am in my eyes. No one dares to insult me coz if they do, they are already digging their own grave but people are still doing that, antis mostly but they’re doing it behind my back, I know it and I’m sure of it. I ones heard that people thought I’m gay because among my members, I’ am the only one who is allergic to girls who do stuff to seduce boys, who wouldn’t? Oh yeah ME. 

I love my fans, my undying petals to be exact, they love me as much as I love them but I’m honestly quite scared of them coz some of them tend to be so seriously jealous just by a simple things and stalkers are everywhere, well what can I do if I’m so famous and handsome in there eyes? But even though that situation is a fact about me I still go out at night without anyone noticing who really am’. Night is the best time coz I’m a nocturnal person anyway, a night living body that runs toward the darkness to stay alive and live the simplest thing on earth, that’s me and no one else but is it really no one else? I thought I’ll exclude people but no one changed my mind.

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Money, shelter, food, my in’ work, my useless brother, my loveless life Aaarggh why is life unfair? Why oh why? I’m tired of living and working my off to nothing! Die, Suicide… that is what I should do but NO…! Heck no! I want to go to heaven to be with my bestfriends, thestars. Stars make me smile and that’s the reason I love Night, a clear night sky but darkness makes me happy as well coz I don’t want people to see me who is so unlucky but is there really anyone existing in this world who wanted to see me? Hell no! I’m no one after all.