EILEEN'S POV

i woke up my head feeling fuzzy

*where am i* I think back 

*oh that's right it was that girl and your dumb bimbo crew* I think to myself I yawn and I hear a sound I pull back the curtain with alittle hesitation and I see a girl 

*oh thank goodness I thought it was a wild animal or a ghost I wonder who she is* I thought in genuine curiousity I look at my watch

"oh my god it's 8:00 I'm so late I got to get home!!!" I half yelled half whispered the girl stirred and I stayed still for a moment them her snoring returned come to think of it she's really pretty she looks like a doll.

i hopped out of bed carefully my head still pounding I didn't want to wake her

*i can thank her tomorrow right now I gotta get home* I thought as I hastily put on my shoes and swing my backpack over my shoulders I look back one more time at the sleeping girl

*sorry I'll see you tomorrow I'm determined to thank you for saving my life* and I ran all the way to reil's school panting I walked to the stairs to she see reil still sitting there waiting for me I suddenly felt guilty for this isn't the first time I slowly walked towards her and sat down next to her she was staring up at the sky so I looked up too

"whatcha looking at?" I asked trying to make small talk she didn't answer

*i think she's mad at me* I thought

"look reil I'm s-" she cut me off

"do you ever feel like you don't belong like you don't have a place?" She asked me I look at her and she still gazes at the stars

"why do u ask?"

"I don't know because I don't feel like I have a place my mom abandonded me my dad......." She suddenly stopped and looked down at her hands 

"I just feel like your gonna leave me because everybody I love does anyway they make promises they know they won't keep because who cares about a burden a mistake that doesn't belong people can easily shut me out because I'm so small so insignificant that you can forget I'm even there maybe it's better that way the less attention I bring to myself the better I like not being noticed then no one will bother me no one will hurt me but myself.........." 

I looked at her shocked.

*how could I not know that my squishy one felt like this how could I be so dumb I'm so selfish*

i hugged her and held her close.

"reil honey you are an amazing beautiful sweet soft spoken girl you are not a burden or a mistake I don't know what your parents did to you and I wont pressure you into telling me but you are the best thing that ever happened to me if you weren't here I wouldn't be able to survive here and I wouldn't have the bestest friend in the world I know we don't get to talk a lot or hang out a lot I've only known you for a week and I love you so much you give me strength to do anything I put my mind to I would never leave you ever you mean to much to me and even when I'm married I will drag you along with me because I could never be without you please don't think like that because I really do care about you and it hurts me that you think that about yourself if you ever feel that way you can always talk to me and remember I love you so much!!!!!!" I said kissing the top of her hair I felt something wet on my shirt and I knew she was crying so was I.

"thank you I love you too your all I have please never leave me please" reil says clutching me tighter

"of course sweetie I would never dream of it come on let's go home." I said smiling and pulling her up  she smiles back and we walk home hand in hand when we got home reil was so sleepy so I picked her up and layer her in the bed

"come in sweetie you need to put on your pjs." I said shaking her slightly 

"I don't wanna." She said and pouted cutely

suddenly I got an idea I jumped on the bed and started to tickle her

"ahhha hehe he he stop it t-t-tickles heheheheheahhhahaha ok ok" she said still laughing with some tears in her eyes from laughing so hard. Reil got up and changed so did I we both back in bed under the covers and reil snuggled up close to me I smiled reil opens one eye and looks up at me

"it's ok right unnie if I cuddle with you?" she asks hesitantly 

"of course my squishy cheeks" I say smiling

"squishy cheeks really?" Reil looks at me with an eyebrow raised

"why you don't like it?" I ask

"no no I do I really do it's cute!!!" she says shaking her head furiously

"ok goodnight sweetheart" 

"good night unnie" reil says and snuggles up closer towards me I smile and turn off the lamp with that I fell into a deep sleep

---------------------------------------------------------sorry for not updating in a long time and for a short chapter just trying to get back in the groove and I've been really busy and stresses from school and ballet but I'll try to update more often I wanted to update at least once for my awesome readers thank you for sticking with me and this story I really appreciate it till next time 😊😄 :) ;)