Donghae’S POV

I want to take revenge I want her to feel that leaving me is the biggest mistake that she’ll ever done

“Oppa stop it” Ara said as she took away the bottle of whisky that I’m currently devouring

“no give it back I need to forget I want to forget” I said as I try to get the whisky back

“Oppa this is not like you” she said looking at me with that same eyes

“I thought your cool I thought your strong but not like this” she said I bowed my head not wanting to look at her because looking at her brings back memories, memories of her

“Ara I want to get back to her for hurting me for making me like this” I said she hugged me

“Oppa your not that person I know there’s way I know your not that low to think of revenge and besides aren’t you the one who said that revenge is not the solution for anything” she said I smiled at her

“Ara help me forget” I said and kissed her I cant control myself, everything turned black as the alcohol took over me

I woke up with a throbbing head and a cold feeling I looked down and saw that I’m , wait I’m the why am I I turn to my right and I saw Ara sleeping

No way please don’t tell me we did it last night no please, please tell me its not what I think it is

I took my clothes that was scattered on the floor and wore it

“Oppa” I heard Ara said I look at her I saw some marks at her neck, did I made that

“Did we” I asked her and she looked down and nodded

“Oh God Ara why didn’t you stop me” I said as panic struck me

“because I want it too” she said I sighed

“Ara I’m too old for you I’m 27 now Ara I’m 9 years older than you, this is not right” I said she started to cry

“I don’t care Oppa age is just a number and you said you wanted to forget her” she said I turned my back on her

I destroyed her life she’s too young to experience this thing, the its my first time too

“Do you regret it Oppa, are you disgusted now, are you mad at me” she said as she wrapped her arms on me, back hugging me

“No Ara I’m not disgusted and I’m not mad at you but I’m mad at myself, Ara listen your too young for this” she shook her head

“I like you Oppa” she said as she kissed my back I sighed and turned around to hug her back

“Don’t cry now ok” I said as I wiped her tears she nodded and wiped her tears away like a little kid

Damn Donghae what have you done you ruined her, you ruined innocent Ara

I went out to buy something’s at the market leaving Ara sleeping at my Suite, my head is pounding right now

“Sorry, I’m not looking properly” I apologize to the person I bumped

“Hae” when I opened my eyes  I saw Ara looking at me

“Ara?” I closed my eyes and opened it again as the throbbing pain on my head came back

“Yuri its Yuri” I looked at her and walk away

“Hae” she called me again

“Please don’t call me that” I