Jessica POV

I’m seating in my own chair thoughts and hurtful break up start to hunt me again, faith is really playing with me. Students are giggling shouting over me, I start to feel warmth because of what I see, people keep on admiring me, but somehow I felt uneasy seeing tiffany a.k.a my ex-girlfriend in front of me, but how thankful I am sunny went over me and gave me a cheery kiss and hug.

Back then all I knew is when you fall inlove you feel happiness but after our break up I knew what real love means, it , it’s cruel and its selfish, I don’t know if happy ever after exists anymore, cause all I knew is when you fall in love you choose to be hurt as well.

I remember our break up! I don’t know what the reason behind that, but all I know is she love somebody she love someone,

-3 years ago-

I sulk into my room for three days, but it’s not enough for me to let go all of my anger inside me I felt betray, but as the day past by broken pieces of my heart start to construct once again, I admit still have feelings for tiffany, it’s been a week since our break up but why does it still hurt like hell

I wore a brown jack and get my car keys, I decide to go to a coffee shop to freshen my mood, it’s a cold and breezy weather, I’m busy staring at the free air and sipping my coffee,

“miss can I sit here with you?” a short blonde woman ask me, she was wearing a thick clothes and her voice is so soft, I look up and just nod for response, she pull the chair and sat beside me, “can you look up?” the short girl talked once again, this time I look up, I cant help to puzzle “I’m sunny nice too meet you!” she start to communicate to me, I’m not use to this kind of conversation so instead I just listen to her words and continue to zone out

“hey! Miss don’t be a catty!” she scold me, this time I look at her in disbelief “hey! Watch you mouth you don’t even know me!” I reply to her! In a cold and harsh tone, she shook her head and made a tsk, sound

“you’re a broken hearted girl! You’re hurting right now!” she said firmly, my jaw almost fall from the floor, why did she knew? “H-how did you—oh never mind!” I rolled my eyes and took another sip

“you know! the most painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said and never been explain!” I stare at her in shock is she a mind reader “how did I know? Simply once you look me In the eye all I can see is hurt in pain!” she said in a soft tone, I look down and sigh

“hey can I ask you something!” I ask her in my softest tone, she look at me and nod cutely “you can ask anything you want!” she said and smile at me, Whoa her smile it looks like tiffany’s but tiffany’s is more beautiful

“am I not enough? Do you know what’s wrong with me?” I ask her full of frustration disappointment in my tone, I look at her and she notice it, she lean closer to me and look directly in the eye

“As I study your eyes, well don’t know you that much but I can gave some details, someone broke up with you right? Blondie nothing is wrong with you! Your worth enough? the person broke your heart will regret doing that because she lose someone who look very precious!”

My heart flutter because of what she said, but I don’t really understand why? Why tiffany leave me? Does my love for her is not enough? am I too possessive? Not caring? Ugly? Rude?

“hey! Call me jessica!” I flush a small smile at her and she smile back, “nice to meet you jessica! Lets be friends!”

 -End-

You know what? I confess to sunny before I told her that I love her but she keep on refusing it, know why? She keep on saying ‘sica! I start to fall for you too but I’m not blind sica! The person in your heart is still her’  she said that was like slapping me hard in the face, she really knew me well

“hey sica! Is that your ex?” sunny elbowed me, I look at her and nod weakly, she smirk at me having, what is this girl up to? I look straight at the board getting familiarize by this university since I’m new here and sunny is studying here since she’s a freshman

The professor finally walk in our room, she walk towards the platform and fix her glass “Kids! All of knew Jessica right? She’s the new student here so take care of her!” wait what was her name again oh i remember Ms. Harin

Feeling an eyes on me I tilt my head to the left and saw her staring at me, I didn’t avert my gaze I keep on looking at her, once our eyes meet she quickly look away, well she still avoiding me, I look around and saw a cute and dashin girl I saw her name plate taeyeon kim, class A okay she’s tiffany’s girlfriend, she throw me just because of this girl, gawd it still hurting me,

“class we have a new activity for today! I call it GROUP activity you can do this at home!” Ms. Harin announce, I look back infront and sigh, group activity is the worsts

“okay I’ll group you into five! Minzy dara cl and bom and ujin are the first group!”

“Hara, boa, Gyuri, suzy and nicole are the second group”

“Sunny,Jessica,hyuna,taeyeon and tiffany are the third group!”

“WHAT?” two voice can be heard at the room, its mine and tiffany’s, our classmate and Ms. Harin eyed us “is there’s something wrong? Ms.Jung? Ms. Hwang?” Ms. Harin ask us suspiciously, I look to sunny she’s wearing a naughty smirk in her face 

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