Love...

Infatuation... feelings characterized by an unrealistic expression of blissful passion

Puppy Love... childish, innocent temporary feelings towards someone

Lustful Love... passionate feelings and ual desires are involved and present to a love interest; eros

Romantic Love... abiding love for a partner with whom you feel passion, affection, attraction, caring and respect

All contain this so-called confusing emotion called LOVE

Love is powerful, they say.

How? Isn't it just a four-letter word?

Well...

Love is just simply magical and unexpected. So small yet so essential...

And let me tell you a secret about it....

It remains a word unless the right person comes to give the perfect meaning to it.

Only when you've found the mate to your soul, then it becomes magical; it becomes the source of our strength and courage. Thus, we become powerful. We become someone we don't even expect to be; someone different and new.

April 12^th of year 2015

I have been stabbed by the knife of first love. It felt like I was seeing sunset. There was an outburst of blazing colors— oranges, pearly pinks and vibrant purples... 'Twas a very wonderful feeling. It was something I never imagined it to be. 

But taking the dagger out was a rather different story. If being stabbed gives one a wonderful feeling; removing it was painful. There was no outburst of colors but only the entrapment of dreadful shadows of devious black and mournful grey, slowly eating you.

My first love is also my first heart break. But, first love never dies. That's what I strongly believe in. 

To Hae Bin,

I will always be yours, even if you don't want me anymore.

But I will always still be yours, until you want me back.

I'm sorry. . .