Teaser:

"I just would like to have a friend. I've never been able to know what having someone to share things that happen to you feels like. Laughing at night while on bed saying stupid things because you're tired but you don't want to waste your time sleeping when the other is there. Saying "I'm glad you're my friend" those are things I've never been able to experience. But I guess it's my own fault. I'm just not likeable you know? It's only Heechul hyung there when I'm scared, or down or just want to talk about how my day was. He's a good hyung."

He felt his eyes burn as he tried to ignore the want to hold Hyukjae and tell him he could count him as his friend but he couldn't say that... he would be lying if he did... He didn't want his friendship. He wanted all Hyukjae was for himself only and that's not alright.. That's definitely not allright.

A/N: So here we go~ After what must've been years of not writting in the slightest, I've decided to make this as a gift for my wonderful bb Eri. So yeah Eri! unnie is trying her best here!

I'm sorry for my English is not the best out there so here you'll find a great amount of grammar mistakes. :)