"Hyung... Still hasn't sleep??" Yesung asked when he saw Heechul sit alone at backyard, holding his ipad which it is in gallery page

"Huhh?? You? How about you?"

"What's wrong with your photo with Siwon hyung?" Yesung chuckled when Heechul immediately close the page

"Nothing to hide.. Why are you staring on it??"

"Nothing... Just imagining.. am i give him place to come into my world already?" Heechul mumble before placed his ipad on table and grab his cup of warm tea

"Do you mean... Are you going with him again?" Yesung asked while Heechul just nodded


-FLASHBACK-


"Cinderella..." Heechul rolled his eyes when he know who is calling him even he not see the owner of the voice and keep looking at some dress which ordered from his customers

"What?? I'm busy.. Sulli.. You take care of this, i forget it's time for me to go to meet Mr. Lee... You can closed the boutique early because i won't back here again.. Okay.." Heechul grab his phone and ready to leave the boutique if Siwon not holding his arm in sudden

"Siwon-ssi... I have meeting... Please don't disturb me.." Heechul groan in frustation

"What time is it?? Didn't your partner know about lunch time? Do you have meeting on cafe or restaurant?" Siwon asked which made Heechul glare into him

"Who are you to ask that? I.." Heechul stop his words when his phone rang suddenly

"Oh my God.. Mr. Lee..." Heechul press the answer icon but when he about to answer the phone, Siwon grab his phone and answer the phone immediately

"Hello, Mr. Lee... I'm sorry for waiting.. I'm Choi Siwon, Mr. Kim Heechul's assistant.. Now he was driving.. And maybe we can come late a bit due the lunch time.. Hope you mind with it, Mr. Lee..." Siwon said while Heechul beside him trying to take the phone back

"Oh.. Okay.. Okay.. Thank you, Mr. Lee.. We will be there on the right time.. I will make sure for it.. Thank you once again.." Siwon turn off the phone and give it back to Heechul with wide smile on his face

"CHOI SIWON!!!! I HOPE I CAN KILL YOU NOW!!!" Heechul scream loudly until all his workers look at his direction

"Ssshhh... There's no problem.. Let's go to nearby cafe..."

"But.. What did he say to you...??!! TELL ME!!!! OH MY GOD!! It's job for Wookie... If he canceled our contract, i promise i will kill you!!!" Heechul said

"He said it's okay, Cinderella baby.. He said his artist still has not come too.. So you have time for have lunch and the meeting will be held at 3PM.. Stop angry or you will getting old like old witch.."

"I don't care!!!" Heechul said coldly, but inside his heart, he feel relieve and touched with what Siwon did

"Can we go to nearby cafe now? Or you want to lose your contract?" Siwon asked

"Of course now!! Hurry!!!" Heechul said and for his surprised when Siwon put his hand on Heechul's waist and guide him to outside

"Even you busy, please remember to eat.. How can you so skinny like this..." Siwon said while Heechul just can stay in silent


-END FLASHBACK-


"Oh my God!!! He is so care with you, Heechul hyung..." Yesung said

"I know.. But, i still can open my heart widely for him.. I.."

"Hangeng again?" Yesung asked

"Not because... Of him too.."

"Then??"

"Hyung.. I'm going home, okay.." Heechul and Yesung look at behind them when their conversation being interrupt

"You aren't sleep in here?" Yesung asked

"I want to stay, hyung.. But i just got a call, there's problem in my house.. So i should back now.."

"Oh.. Okay.. Hope there's no big problem and it will solve soon.." Heechul said

"Okay.. Bye hyung.."

"Be careful.."

"That kids.. His love for Ryeonggu really huge, but sadly.. There's a big wall between them.." Heechul mumble

"Time will heal everything to become well, hyung... Let's sleep now.. We continue our conversation later.." Yesung said and Heechul agree with it, they back to their room after make sure all lamp turn off already
 

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"HYUUUUUUUUNGGGGGGG!!!!!" Wookie scream loudly from his room, made his brothers run to his room in panicked

"What?? What happen??" Yesung asked when he just come in with Heechul

"What's wrong baby? Are you feel hurt again?" Heechul asked, concern appeared on his face when he sit beside Wookie

"Hyung... There's someone who come to my room las night?"

"Why??" Yesung and Heechul asked with confuse look

"Look!!! Someone change my pants!!! I'm not wear this pants!! Hyung.. Do you know who come in?" Wookie asked once again while his brothers just rolled their eyes

"You make me worried... Someone who really miss you so much who come to your room last night.." Yesung answered before he leave Wookie's room

"Who??" Wookie asked

"How can you still ask about it? It's okay baby... Just pants.. And.. I should back to kitchen because i was helping Yesung cooking for our breakfast.. You aren't go to school today, right? No, you can't even you want it.. I still have not sure if your precious organ was in okay already... Just waiting here and back to sleep again.. I remember, Kyu said he will come to visit you in a minutes..." Heechul said

"Kyuhyunie...??" Wookie blushing in sudden and cover his face with his doll

"What's wrong with my baby?? You look shy when i mentioned Kyu's name.."

"Nothing... Hyung, hurry back to your dishes before Yesung hyung destroyed all.." Wookie laugh a bit while Heechul ruffled his hairs and give him morning kiss before he leave Wookie's room

I must be crazy..
When i'm hurt like this, how can i dream about that...
Kim ryeowook!!! Hold yourself!!
Hold yourself!!
If Kyu know you dream like that.. He must be hang you on the christmas tree to change nutracker doll..


"Chibi..."

"Haaaahhhhh!!!" Wookie gasp for air when he saw Kyu come to his room

"When you come here?" Wookie asked

"What's wrong with you?? Why look like just saw ghost?" Kyu asked, walk closer and kiss Wookie on his forehead, cheeks but when he need to kiss Wookie's lips, Wookie bend his head to avoid it

"What's wrong??"

"N-no.. No.."

"I can't kiss my fiancee??" Kyu smile widely when he saw Wookie blushing face

"C-can.. You can.." Wookie nodded but still hide his face

"So?? Where is my chibi baby lips?" Kyu asked, hold Wookie on his chin and guide him to show his face

Wookie peck Kyu's lips fast and hide his face with burried it on the pillow..

"Aiigooo.. What's wrong with you, chibi-ah??" Kyu asked, laughing while hugging his lovely cute fiancee

"I'm okay.."

"Are you sure? Nothing you hide it from me??" Kyu asked while carressing Wookie's hairs

"Hmmm..."

"Chibi.. Here..." Kyu pulled Wookie to sit while he backhugging him

"What's wrong??"

"No... Why do you keep asking me what's wrong.. What's wrong.." Wookie grumble while playing with Kyu's arms which lingering on his waist

"Because... I can feel something wrong in your eyes.. Actually, when you see my lips.. You... My baby here... Look like..." Kyu teased Wookie with poking his cheeks which blushing more and more

"Yes!! Yes!! Yes!!! I dreaming of you.. You did gross stuff to me last night.." Wookie squeal while Kyu laughing hard to reply him

"What.. What.. Ahahaha... What.. Ahahahahaha!!!" Kyu more laugh harder than before

"Kyuuuuu...." Wookie whined

"What did i do to my cute chibi baby??" Kyu kiss Wookie's cheeks and tightened his embrace

"That stuff... Drinking.." Wookie murmured softly but it's enough for Kyu to back laugh harder

"Kyuuu!!! Stop it la!!! I tried to be honest but if you keep laughing, i won't tell you anything again!!" Wookie sulked to make Kyu stop laugh but in his side, Kyu keep laughing like crazy

"Did i bite you?"

"Kyu!!! We are still high school student!! Don't ask about that!!" Wookie slap Kyu on his arms which made Kyu laugh more

"Well.. I take it as a yes.. I did it.."

"Kyuuuuu... Stooop it..." Wookie whined, repositioning himself to burried his face on Kyu's chest now

"Okay.. Okay. We stop it... Oh, my chibi baby... "

"Kyu.. You aren't going to school?" Wookie asked to change the topic

"No.. I have shooting today.. I just come here to visit you for a hour.. And i should go again.."

"Where will you go?"

"Incheon.. A bit far.. That's why i will miss you so much today.." Kyu carressed Wookie's hairs

"You must be really tired now..."

"At least you are beside me and always in my heart.. I never feel tired.."

"Kyu.. Tomorrow i will stay on internet at 12PM... I want to be your first viewers for your first MV..."

"Hmm? Then i will be here around that time.." Kyu said which made Wookie look at him, feel confuse

"Why??"

"I want to see your respons for my MV.. Also accompany you to watch it.."

"Hmmmm..." Wookie pouted without say anything

"Why are you pouting?" Kyu asked

"Can i be your fans for one day.. If you beside me.. I'm not feel comfortable.." Wookie said

"So?? You aren't allow me to accompany you watch my MV?" Kyu asked

"Can i watch alone, Kyu...?? Please..." Wookie beg and give Kyu his puppy eyes which he know, it's his swords to make Kyu listen to him

"Well.. I will let you dreaming of me.. And dreaming.. How hard to see me beside you one day.." Kyu said while ruffle Wookie's hairs

"Kyu..."

"Hmm?" Kyu look at Wookie serious face

"You are not serious with your second statement, right??"

"About?"

"About hard to see you on my side..." Wookie almost cry in fear when he repeat the statement

"It's just a joke baby.. How can you hard to see me while i am always on your side.." Wookie smile and hug Kyu really tight

"I don't want far from you.."

"Me too baby..." Kyu kiss Wookie soft hairs and hug him back

"Oh.. Chibi.."

"Hmm?"

"Guixian ask for apologize because he still can't come to visit you.. And for Lixu too... He said, please forgive him because it was an accident.."

"I forgive him already.. I know he didn't mean it.. Lixu.. Maybe he is weird.. But i know, he is not bad.." Wookie said

"Lixu... He is Guixian's fiancee, chibi.. And now, he is in coma... Lixu who always we saw everyday, it's just a soul like you ever said.. And now he is gone after he explained everything to Guixian.."

"Whaaatt??? He is gone? And now Guixian??" Wookie asked in concern

"He is at home, refuse to go to school.. And maybe, he will go to hospital this noon.. Guixian know it since daddy and mommy bring him to visit Lixu at hospital.. since that time, he start to build his love toward Lixu with care and curiousity.. And now, he know the answer from his curiousity.. "

"Can i visit Lixu and Guixian, Kyu..?"

"I will bring you to there after my schedule ended. Okay??"

"Yes... Just tell me when you free.."

"Now let me spend my less time with you here.." Kyu hug Wookie back while keep carressing Wookie's cheeks


I can feel what Guixian's feel now..
When we love someone, of course we scare if we will lose the person we love so much..
Like you, chibi..
Yesterday, that was my first time when i saw you crying while holding the pain..
I almost die because of it..
I'm scared..
I never imagine if i should lose you now..
Maybe i will crazy at that time...

-FLASHBACK-


"You are my fiancee, right?" Guixian asked while Lixu let his tears out when he heard that question

"Lixu... I know already.. Since a month ago.. No.. More than a month i know it already.. My fiancee, who now sleeping, fighting for his life is you, right.." Guixian hold Lixu's both hands, squeezed it gently while the other pretend to keep silent and let his tears wetting his cheeks

"Lixu.. Say something.." Guixian said, shake Lixu's hands a bit before he realized, slowly Lixu's hands change into shadow, following by a whole his body

Guixian saw in fear when the one he love in front of him changed from human look into a shadow which can gone easily if the wind blow him.. Lixu look pale and weak within a minutes after Guixian ask him about his fiancee...

"Lixu.... Is it the real you?" Guixian asked, try to carressed his cheeks slowly, scare if he will break Lixu

"I'm sorry Guixian..." Lixu said softly between his hard sobs

"Lixu... Please stop saying sorry... Tell me, what should i do beside to hate you, Lixu... Why are you here and not back to your body.. Please back and alive for me..." Guixian said

"Why should i while i'm not deserve to be your fiancee?" Lixu asked back which made Guixian cry and feel hopeless now

"Why Lixu?? Why did you always say not deserve to be my fiancee? You just in coma and i can waiting for it.. I can waiting until you heal and you're back.."

"That's why i'm here, Guixian.. I don't want to be your fiancee..."

"LIXU!!!! DON'T TALK LIKE I DON'T KNOW EVERYTHING!! DON'T TALK LIKE I DON'T KNOW YOU LIKE ME... YOU LOVE ME, RIGHT?!! YOU LOVE ME, SINCE YOU SAW ME PLAYING CLARINET ON CHURCH WHEN I WAS 10 YEARS OLD, RIGHT?!! YOU ARE MY SECRET ADMIRE!! YOU ARE THE PERSON BEHIND MY MEDICINAL TREATMENT RIGHT?!!" Guixian yelled while tightened his grip on Lixu hands

"YES I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU SINCE I WAS CHILD GUIXIAN!!! I LOVE YOU SINCE I SAW YOU PLAYING CLARINET!! BUT IT'S BEFORE I GOT FROM THAT BASTARD BASKETBALL TEAM!!! BEFORE I FEEL DIRTY OF MYSELF MORE THAN I FEEL EMBARRASSING OF MYSELF WHEN YOU CALL ME TEDDY BOY!! BEFORE I THINK I'M NOT DESERVE TO BE WITH YOU!!!" Guixian stunning in sudden when he heard Lixu sentences about he ever got

"You don't know, Guixian.. You don't know how happy i am when i know, your dad.. And my parents.. Planning to make engagement for us.. That's why.. I move from Taiwan to Korea.. I know i'm not that smart.. That's why i study hard for joining in your school.. I want to be your friend with my new look first before you know i am your fiancee.. And, i don't want you look at me like you look Changmin.. Or maybe.. Lower than Changmin.. Because you always insult me or teasing me because my fat figure.. But, all of it gone.. All my plan and hope gone when i choose basket as my P.E. Class... Junho and his friends insult my short body.. My feminime look.. I told them, i can play basket even i'm short.. And i dare to show it to them.. They said.. They waiting me on park around 8PM.. They told me to bring my basket ball because they want to look at my skill first before they accept my register letter.. But,.. At there.. Beside.. Beside test my skill.. They.. They.." Lixu stop his words and crying more when he remember what happen with him before

"At that park? On that bench?" Lixu just nodding to answered Guixian's question

"Then how about that accident?? Is it real accident??" Guixian's eyes widen when Lixu shake his head

"They hit me when i need to back home.."

"Lixu... Can you back?"

"Uuhh??" Lixu look at Guixian on his eyes, try to find the answer from his question

"Can you back to your body before doctor interpreting you are dying..? Because, it's useless if you keep being like this Lixu.. I won't hate you and i can't hate you.. If you being like this just to make me hate you,.. Now it's imposibble to make it real, because your explanation just make me more love you and need to stay on your side to find a justness.. Will you leave them happy on your suffered? Help me to make a revenge for you, Lixu.." Guixian said while wiping Lixu tears

"You.. You want to make revenge for me??" Lixu asked, not believe with what he heard

"How can i stay calm when i know there's someone hurted my fiancee??" Guixian asked

"Guixian.. I.."

"Lixu.. If you ever said, i'm colourful boy.. Now let me colouring your grey heart.. I know it's hurt.. But, make me hate you, just can make your life fall into darkness.. This is my decision, Lixu... I want you to be my fiancee.. Because i love you.. I want to stand on your side to be your shelter.. You won't let me going crazy because i should lose you, right?" Guixian staring deeply into Lixu's eyes, try to make him believe his words and Guixian smile feel relieved when Lixu nodding with slight smile

"Can you bring me to hospital, Guixian??" Lixu asked

"Of course.. But we should wait until this wheels stop.. Lixu.. I will always beside you.. Waiting until you wake up.. I promise you.."

"Mmm..."


When the ferish wheels stop, they run immediately to parking area to get Guixian's bike.. Same like when they come to the festival, Guixian ride his bike with Lixu sit on the passenger seat on his back, backhugging him and leaned his head on Guixian's back..but now, there's no confusion on their mind beside love and hope..


After long journey, finally they reach hospital.. The place where Lixu get medicinal treatment..


"You don't have to come in... I can go to find my body by myself..." Lixu said

"Promise me.. You will back.. You will heal.. And show me the real Lixu.." Guixian said but Lixu just nodding without say anything

"Hurry go away.. All people will think you talk alone.."

"I don't care!! I don't care what they think about me.. I will keep stay here until i heard you promise me with your own mouth.. Say it you will heal.." Guixian protested which made Lixu smile

"I promise... Someday.. I will back.. I will heal.. For my colourful boy.." Guixian crying when he heard Lixu's words

"Don't cry my Guixian... I'm going now.." Lixu said before he dissapear from Guixian's sight

"Lixu... Lixu....!!!" Guixian called Lixu's name when Lixu fully dissapear from his sight



-END FLASHBACK-


"I will waiting for you, Lixu... My teddy boy.." Guixian murmured while he lying on his bed, staring into old photo which he just found last night on his childhood photo album


Now i believe with the sentences which i always heard from all my cousins..
Hate can be love... But love, never change into hate..
That's my love for you teddy boy..
When you're still a chubby little boy, i always insult you, never look at you even a second..
I never imagine to be your friend even for one day..
But now, i love you just the way you are..
And i really need to stay on your side..


"Guixian..." His mom and dad come to his room with sad look when they saw, their son's eyes swollen because crying along the night and his face a bit pale in one night

"Mommy... Daddy.. Look!! This is Lixu... I just know if he is the chubby boy who i always tease at elementary school.. Teddy boy... He is stupid, always got low score for math.. He is short.. But now.. He is handsome.. He is cute.. He is my fiancee too.. Mommy.. Daddy.. I really love Lixu... Can we find doctor or no.. Profesional doctor who can help Lixu to wake up soon?" Guixian asked while show his photo to his parents

"What's wrong with you, Guixian?? Why are you back like when Changmin leave you??" His mom ask

"No mommy.. When Changmin leave me.. I feel guilty.. But now.. I miss Lixu... I want Lixu back.. Lixu heal.. Oh my God!! Mommy... Daddy... I want to go to hospital!! I promise to visiting Lixu.. And now it's visit time.. I will prepare now.." Guixian run to the toilet on his bedroom to change his cloths

"Yeobo.. Is he okay?? Why is he become like this so sudden ? What happen with him last night? Why so sudden he really need Lixu to heal?" His mom asked to her dad, while his dad just keep silent, confuse with Guixian's condition too

"If Kyu not busy with his new activity, maybe we can ask him.."

"Mommy.. Daddy.. I'm going..." Guixian leave his room immediately after he kiss his parents for goodbye greeting

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Finally i revealed the truth Lixu ^O^

i hope it's not dissapointed you ^^

will Lixu wake up and back?

i'm sorry for still has not reply all comment

but, i really want to say thanks for all comment

i will reply it tonight after my work finish ^^

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