The left side of his upper body feels heavy

He knows it shouldn’t be physically heavy but it is

The more he changes his position, from lying to sitting, the heavier he feels

his hair, he tugs, tears well in his eyes. What is this feeling?

Then he cries for not finding a reason

He just let himself weep like a kid, just let his pain to be heard

He doesn’t get it, he doesn’t understand

Why is he crying? Why is he like this?

He doesn’t know