My Dear Jiyong,

Jiyong, I'm sorry. By the time you are reading this letter, I will be long gone. I am diagnosed with cancer, Jiyong. I'm sorry that I can't keep my promise to stay by your side forever. I'm sorry that we cannot grow old and continue our journey together. And most of all, I am sorry for lying to you. I love you, Jiyong, not Seunghyun. This is all a plot, a plot to keep you from the truth. Ji, I do not want you to suffer the pain of losing me. I would rather you be angry at me for cheating on you, rather than let you experience excruciating pain. Don't cry for me, Jiyong. Move on, find a better woman than me, court her and marry her. Remember, don't dwell in the past. I would want see you smile and continue to bring joy to others. Please, do this for me, it's my last request. 

Jiyong, I want you to know that you will forever be the only man that has claimed my heart. It will forever be yours, Ji. I love you, and I will say it over and over. The day when you proposed to me was one of the best days of my life. It is the first time that I felt so loved and blessed. I was so happy then. But, good things always come to an end, Ji. Two days later, I was diagnosed with advanced stage leukemia. I could not do anything, Ji. It was the first time I felt so helpless in my life. I pondered over how to tell you, but I am scared about your reactions, Ji. The wedding is only three months away. Whenever, I mustered up the courage to tell you, we were always interrupted or distracted. It was also why I refused to be touched by you, much less hold hands. I am afraid that you would find out. In the end, I decided to keep it from you, so that you can be spared from the pain. I asked Seunghyun to help me out and to make it look like I was cheating on you. Jiyong, you don't know how many times my heart broke when I saw you hurt and in pain. But I kept up the act, convincing myself that you would be in worser pain if I had told you the truth.

Jiyong, now's your time to open your eyes and look around you. Your world don't just revolve around me. You still have your parents and friends, Ji. Don't feel lonely. I will always be by your side no matter where I am. Remember that. By the way... Jiyong, I know that Sohee has been crushing on you ever since the start of high school. Date her, she is a wonderful girl and I know, with time, you will learn to love her too. Let go of your feelings for me and make a new space for her in your heart. Do not let this chance slip away or I am sure you would regret it. I have one more request, Ji. Tell Seunghyun that Bom has been crushing on him for a long time now. I know Seunghyun feels the same way, but both are too shy to approach each other. Try to push them together everytime possible. It would be great for both of them to be a couple. Same goes for Chaerin and Seungri. The two always bicker, but I am sure that there is a certain spark between them. As for Daesung and Minzy, those two are the perfect couple. They balance out each other, and I am looking forward to their future. Make sure to give them quality time! Kekeke... You would help me in this wouldn't you? As for Youngbae, I have found the perfect girl for him. There is a girl, staying next to my apartment, her name is IU. A very pretty and kind hearted girl, I'm sure Youngbae wouldn't be lonely soon!

Lastly, Jiyong, please remember me but move on! I will always love you. In the envelope, there is also a locket for you with the pictures of the both of us. Take care of this and I promise, we would see each other someday. Till then, Ji baby! I love you.

Dara