Yonghwa's  POV

 

Hmmm i'm really tired and bored so i took my 'song book' to maybe came up with another song 

"hmmmmm" just humming with the lyrics while im reading when..

'knock knock'

"Hyung!" minhyuk exclaimed

"ne, the door is open come in" i replied

Minhyuk hurriedly ran to me

"Mwoh?" i asked

*minhyuk is panting*. "Hyu.. hyung"

"I said mwoh!?" my voice sounds a bit shouting its because im a bit nervous with minhyuk's way of calling me 

"Hyung, mian but please dont shout at me after you read this.. Jebal"

"arraseo" i said 

He handed me his phone and there is an article , the picture made me nervous even more 

It is Seo joo hyun .. My love.. My life .. My ex-wife

And.. My picture beside her?! Why .. Waeyo?

I hurriedly read the article and it says:

 

Snsd's maknae Seo Joo Hyun says he misses her ex-nampyeon CnBlue's Jung Yonghwa

In her recent photoshoot for a cosmetic brand she had an interview and the product that she is endorsing is a GOGUMA facial mask thats why the interviewer came up of asking her about her nampyeon .. Her ex-husband and she gladly answer the questions about her WGM days.. To end the interview she was asked if she misses Yonghwa 

"Ne, I do miss him after all his my ex-husband hahaha" then she smiles widely

 

Now all of the Goguma shippers/villagers are jumping up and down because of happiness, is YONGSEO back? We are now expecting for Jung Yonghwa-sshi's respond :)

 

 

minhyuk just looking at me the whole time i'm reading. When i looked at him it is a signal that im done reading the article and i handed his phone back to him

"hyung.." he mumbled again

"kwenchana" i stood up and patted his shoulders

"its okay, im just.. Just going to what i do always.. Pretend " i fake a smile and  walk out of my room leaving minhyuk there i hear him sigh 

 

 

Seohyun's POV

 

here im in my room sulking .. I blame my self again, yong oppa will be in trouble again because of me , I know he doesnt want to have the Yongseo moments again i know he just find me as his EX wife now after all i did to him . I heaved a sigh

 

All of my unnies are worrying about me so i made up my mind and finally go out of my room

 

"Seohyun-ah" yuri unnie went to me and put her both hands on my shoulders

"Ne unnie" i asked her

"i miss your cheerful side"

I laughed

" Yah maknae, dont sulk there I know Yong seobang will understand atleast now you didnt reject him haha not just like before.." hyoyeon unnie had stopped when taeyeon unnie shouldered her

"ehem" taeyeon unnie cleared her voice

"seo joohyun, uri maknae please just dont think about it okay?"

"ne unnie I nodded" 

All of us hugged

 

*night*

After our dinner we washed our dishes . Yoona, Yuri and Tiffany unnie are busy chatting on the phone with  Nickhun, Minho,Taecyeon oppa

 

While sunny , sooyoung and hyoyeon unnie are laughing their heart out while watching some of comedy movies 

 

While Taeyeon unnie .. She just with her laptop busy searching somethings

 

And me, im here looking outside the window . Just thinking.

i mean i do like yonghwa oppa even before but i dont believe in love , i dont want to fall in love thats why i rejected him and forced myself to think of him as my EX husband or just a FAKE husband , that my love for him is just infatuation 

But recently i cant help it  i realized i DO LOVE HIM , thats why i patted his back at music bank , glance at him, waved at him i even have a small talk with him when  TTS and CNBlue sat together in a table at an awards night

 

But what he did is .. Ignore me or just fake a smile or nod or act cold towards me , well i cant blame him for acting like that he was hurt , I knew it because  my brothers in law spill it out to my unnies and I eavesdrop to their conversation that day. i dont assume but I know he like me too, but because Im to selfish , i hurt him , a lot and that why i ignored him more because , because of me he is suffering I know there is someone that is more worthy of his love , so I helped him to move on , to forget me by showing him he's only a friend to me. 

 

But i guess im the one who fall more to him , i fall deeply to him because im forcing myself to not , but it does the opposite .

 

How can i apologize to him, what if he reject me and left me broken hearted ? It s all my fault. maybe now she thinks Im a bad person, Napeun Yeoja :( how can I confess to him and make him love me back ?.

mianhe yong , jeongmal mianhamnida :(

 

Yonghwa's POV

"hyung eottokeyo?" Jungshin asked

"im going to have an interview, im going to end this YongSeo thingy.."

I said while there are tears threatening to fall 

"but hyung" he stubbornly said 

"its okay , I need to pretend im happy , i need to pretend.. i.. i dont like.. No .. LOVE her :(" now my tears fall and voice are trembling

All of my members gather by my side and comforted me 

"if its your choice hyung" Jonghyun said

"be strong" they said in chorus while they do the hwaiting action

"Ne, I did all of this its because I love her.."

 

I take a deep breath Im now outside MBC's building for my interview..

I sighed , I looked at my ring, our couple ring , yes i still have it and wore it in my lonely days, lonely nights because of her I still have the reason to smile, but now I dont know..

 

"seohyun-ah, Seo Joo Hyun" i said while looking at the ring "I did all of this , this pretending.. Its because I LOVE YOU , I love you this much, i know you dont feel the same so i need to stop this fictional love, it will hurt me more if this continues , also the gogumas i dont want them to believe in a fake Love"

I said in between sobs 

"Its because I love You seo joo hyun, SARANGHE:("

Then i wiped my tears away fixed my coat and walk to the entrance of the building.

 

THE ENDDDDD :"( its my first time to do a One Shot and an Open ended fanfic :( BTW april 5 is my bday and I plan to post some ff since its my bday but because im busy i didnt have the time to make one , so here I hope you all like it :)))))) YongSeo FOREVER ❤

 

DONT BE A SILENT READER pls , jebal :)