“ma’am should I cancel your visit to Little Hands tomorrow?” Dara shook her head as she was looking up to Hani, “No, of course not,

clear my schedule for the day after tomorrow, I think I will need to stay there for a night” Dara uttered. Hani smiled and nod. “arasso

Ma’am, would that be all? Do you need anything else?” “No, its okay now Hani, you can go home after you reschedule my

appointments” Hani bowed and went to her desk. Dara turn off the laptop and shift her gaze to the plan for the furniture. She sighed.

She cannot face Jaejoong, with the conversation she had with Yoochun last time, she has this gut feeling that Jae will do the same.

She cannot go back to the past. She is not the vulnerable Sandara anymore. She hated herself. The naïve, insensitive, and free

spirited girl she once been. “Pathetic” she uttered with a smirk. She turned and saw at her window the fight between night and day. The

orange sky made her think, “what did I do in my previous life to deserve this?” she uttered. She once or rather twice believed in happily

ever after. But now she thought, its really like in the story books her mom used to tell her. Its all “Once upon a time”. She sighed and

closed her eyes. “Okay, just this once, I’ll let you in my head again” she whispered as she reminisce the past. Her hurtful past.

“Kachigayo!” Sandara shouted. She was running from the guards that supposed to be her look out. Her father is very strict and she

hated it. Being the eldest and the only girl, her father is so overly protective towards her. “don’t shout or we will never get pass by your

hawks” chaerin uttered. “ah.. ssshh” Sandara giggled as she puts her index finger above her lips. “you know I still think its weird that

your father gives you this attention. Your brother is the mischievous one” chaerin says. Sandara shrugged her shoulders. “I don’t know

too, well, maybe he just loves me so much. I can’t blame him, look at me” Sandara stopped and turn. Chaerin rolled her eyes. “yeah

yeah, come on we will be late for class” chaerin says. “arasso chaerin sunbae” Sandara mocked her. They are now in their first year in

high school.

Sandara is now 15, she smiled at the thought of becoming young adult. “appa says that he will lessen my body guard every time I turn

a year older” she uttered excitedly as she and chaerin are now getting their books from the locker. “oh, you are 15 now, so by the time

you are lets say 22 you are free” chaerin laughed out loud. That’s how many Sandara’s body guards are. Sandara pouted. “yah, it’s a

good thing right?” Chaerin shook her head still laughing. “you will not gonna experience having a boyfriend until your 22” “it’s okay, I’m

not interested” Sandara crossed her arms over her chest” “oh really? And who is this, KJJ that you always scribble in your notes?”

 Sandara’s eyes widen as chaerin is looking at her drawing book. “yah! Chaerin ah! Give that back” she uttered blushing. “who is he

and I will give it back” chaerin uttered. Sandara stomped her feet on the cemented hallway and look around. She sigh in relief when

she saw everyone is busy with their own world. “you have to keep it a secret okay?” Sandara whispered Chaerin nod animatedly.

Sandara command chaerin to come closer. “He is in our P.E class, Kim.Jae.Joong” Sandara uttered.

“Chaerin ah, why do you have to go?” Sandara sobs. It was the middle on t