- Hana's POV -

“No…”

This…can’t be.

I ran to my dad’s sleeping body.

I know he’s just sleeping.

He’s not dead yet.

No.

Not know.

Not yet.

“Appa...please wake up.” I said my voice trembling while I held his hand tightly.

I looked up to the doctor to see if my dad’s vitals were okay.

But he shook his head.

“I’m sorry.” He mumbled.

No.

“Please...he’s just asleep right? RIGHT?” I cried.

“Appa wake up! Please! Appa it’s not funny!”

“APPA!”

-5 days later-

I sat on a chair facing my dad’s tomb. My aunt sat beside me and patted my back comfortingly.

“Hana, do you want to eat?” she asked.

I kept silent but shook my head. She sighed.

“Okay, will you be fine here for a while I’m going to get some food in case you get hungry.”

 I nodded.

I heard her get up from her seat beside me and the grass crunching while she walked towards the car.

My aunt came when I called her the minute the doctor told me that they had to bring my father’s body to the morgue.

I haven’t told my brother’s yet but I think my aunt did.

“Hana!” she called.

I turned to see her jogging towards me with my phone on her hand.

“It’s Ryeowook.” She smiled weakly at me.

I nodded and got the phone from her.

“H-hello?” I said.

Wow.

My  voice is so hoarse.

“Hana…I’m so sorry I couldn’t be there with you today.” He said, his voice was trembling.

“Aniyo…it’s okay oppa.” I lied.

He stayed silent after that. Then i heard someone call him. Then he said something like,

“Hyung, please. I need to talk to her.”         

“Wookie?”

“Yeah?”

“I miss you already.”

 I’m crying again.

I wish I could just stop crying for once.

But there was no reason for me to stop.

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A/N:

Hola its topsyturvy :D

I'm done with chap 30 YAAY i hope u like it :D

soo...i'll start blabbing now :)

I MISS HEECHUL :(

I MISS SHINee :(

I MISS ALEXANDER :(

sigh~ anyway i shall be starting a shinee meme

so it's 30 days. and our Christmas vacation is next week and i'll start today. :)) i'm not sure if i can update or sumthing.

imma put it in my profile if u guys wanna see it :)

i'm sorry i'm too busy to do these :))))

Mkay thats all.

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