This was an old fic back from October I posted on my LJ. Then school kept me busier than usual and I never got time to update it :--(((((((

But lets bring this back to life and post it on AFF. I'll probably post beta stories on my LJ if you're interested ; u ; yay. But here's the prolouge aka the only thing I wrote.

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Prologue // Is it Finally the End?

How long has it been? Probably almost ten years if I'm correct. We met in that small practice room on the basement of the studio. She just got accepted by the company to be a trainee and work as an artist in the future, like everyone here. I along with a friend of mine. 'Take off your shoe' we told her as we tried to hold our laughter  It's was kinda funny how she listened and took of her shoe and hold them in the her hands as she walked into the room. 

I remember when she called me 'Unnie' for about a year even though we're only a couple months apart. According to her, I scared her during our first meeting. I can't help to the like that, and besides she was really cute.

She became one of my closest friends. We always walked home with each other along with my little sister. She even stayed at my place a couple times too. Months have past from our first meeting and I decided to confess my feelings to you. I was scared, to be honest. I know that Korea denies same relationship, and I was scared that she'll judge me after that, but she didn't. She accepted my feelings and to my surprise, she felt the same too. 

I was really happy that day.

We became a couple and we got to know each other even more. We were a couple then and we're still a couple now. Or so I thought.

My schedule has been filled these days. I have to go to more than two events at least everyday. There was even that one day when I had to go attend five event, and sing too. I didn't have time to see her, but we did keep in contact. She didn't have much in her schedule except for maybe some variety show filming once a month. Other than that, she goes to school with a fellow member.

I was lonely. Even if we have days off and go on a date or stay home just to goof around, I still feel lonely. I don't know why, but there's just this empty hole in my heart that wasn't there before. It was probably because I haven't been spending time with her. The only time we see each other is during events when we have to go sing at some place as a group or during our rare off days. 

Say, do you think that our relationship might have to end now? After nine years, those long nine years of happiness and also pain. Do you think that it'll end now? It's true that we've broken up a couple times, but it'll only last for what, a couple days? I guess that this time, the next time we break up, I think it'll be our last and it'll be permanent. 

Don't you also think so, Kwon Yuri?