While the inside of my head was completely forgetting about you.

At some point, someone is by my side, as if things are repeating.

It’s probably because I feel bad, I don’t love him yet.

I’m just living in each day that repeats itself.

Though I know I shouldn’t I called you again.

You ask, “though you knew you shouldn’t, why did you call?”

Then I couldn’t believe it but

With a calm voice, you said to me “All of those happy memories, don’t you think they never existed in the first place, like a lie?”

I’m so dizzy.

I wanted and wanted but to me, you weren’t there but only your memories

Why is my heart going toward you like this oh no

In my memories, I was afraid my heart would be noticed by you

So I hid and hid and avoided as I looked at you, going far away

I love you but you are not here anymore in this place

Even if I want to see you, I can’t

Your smile, those tears, I need you

I wanted and wanted but to me, you weren’t there but only your memories

With a cold voice, you said to me, oh no

In my love, in my pain, in my memories,

You hugged me with a warm smile

I was tired from all the rain and wind inside of me

But without a sound, you came inside and held me

Do you do you know about my sore scars?

Do you do you know about my painful memories?

I’m sorry, so sorry.