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Ever since you were little you had a disease, what is it? There’s no name for it, there isn’t a cure for it either. Only about .0002% of the people in the world have this disease, most die before they are born. Your name is Min Hye. Right now the sickness is dormant, waiting to strike. In your messed up world, you have the most loving brother anyone could ever want. Too bad he’s almost never home because of his debuting group. His name is Gongchan, he’s from a  group named B1A4. In his group there is a guy that always smiles at you, always comforts you, always will love you… because you two share something…. The secret sickness. That’s what you guys called it since there was no name for it. His name is Jin Young. He had a milder case than you. He didn’t have to go through checkups once every other month, didn’t need to take medicine, didn’t ever feel alone. Sometimes you were jealous, but who wouldn’t? Everyone else didn’t have to worry about dying…ever…. it wasn't fair.

       You are now in high school. There was always this one guy, the one guy that could always break you, ever since grade school. His name was Kim Jonghyun. You hated him, hated him more than your stupid sickness. He didn’t know what its like to always feel like you’re going to throw up or when you felt like fainting. He didn’t know about your disease. Why would he know? You never mentioned anything at school, you didn’t even tell the teacher. Jonghyun was the reason that every once in a while, you thought of committing suicide…it would always subside, but it was there and you knew it was growing.

What would happen to your life if one day the sickness acted up? If you happened to start vomiting blood? If at the end of everyday you were worn out to the point of collapsing?

What would happen if you lost everything?