'Jongwoon,Jongwoon!' ryeowook muttered in his sleep. 'JONGWOON!' he screamed and sat up, a layer of sweat forming on his forehead. It had been the same for the past few nights. It was the same nightmare every time. There will be a huge and loud explosion, then everything turns black. The next thing ryeowook knows, Jongwoon would be lying in his arms, cold and dead. And then ryeowook would wake up, heart pounding, completely covered in sweat. however, no matter how many times he trys to calm himself down, he simply can't get the image of his better half dying in his arms out of his mind. 'Jongwoon,jongwoon''JONGWOON!' Jongwoon immediately got up from his bed to comfort his precious baby. 'What is it baby? had a nightmare?' But as soon as Jongwoon landed on ryeowook's bed, he was engulfed in a tight hug with sobs escaping the culprit. 'Ryeowook, baby, shh... its okay.I'm here.' The next few minutes will then be spent in silence between the couple. Only sobs from ryeowook and the sweet,comforting words from jongwoon can be heard. After ryeowook calmed down, jongwoon started planting little kisses from his neck, slowly up to his lips. This only caused the younger male to blush and feel at peace and loved. This would then be followed by jongwoon asking ryeowook what his dream was but to no avail and the couple wrapping each other in their arms, falling into a deep sleep and a world that belonged to the two of them only. However, jongwoon decided that this time was going to be different. 'Its nothing, lets just go back to sleep jongwoon' ryeowook reasoned. 'Look at me baby' jongwoon lifted his cheek for him to look deep into his eyes. And just like that, all of ryeowook's secrets were out and he was as vulnerable as he's gonna get. This was the one thing that jongwoon, and only jongwoon could do. it is like as if he had some magical spell over ryeowook and he had complete control over the younger one. Ryeowook looked deep into the eyes of the one first and last man he has and would ever loved and couldn't take it anymore. He blurted out everything, from his dream to how he didn't want to lose the one thing that actually mattered to him. Immediately after that,jongwoon's lips meet ryeowook's. It turned from a sweet, innocent kiss to one with overwhelming emotions of fear, sadness, insecurity, love, affection and passion. 'I will never leave you my baby, even if i go off to the army, i promise you that i will return.' jongwoon said looking straight into his ryeowook's eyes. 'But...but why? there's nothing left here for you... and... and you may...' ryeowook couldn't stand saying the 'd' word. 'Ryeowook, YOU are the reason! you are why i wake up every morning;you are my sunshine,my oxygen;i simply can't live without you;' jongwoon stated. 'No, its all just a lie! you do NOT need to say all this just to comfort me' ryeowook said sadly. no matter how much he wanted to trust his jongwoon, he couldn't let himself become softer than he already is, just in case somethig happened to him. 'Sigh, baby, do you remember that song you composed on the piano? the one without words? well, can You play it for me now?' jongwoon mentioned, ignoring his baby's question. But this song wasn't one played on the real piano, instead it was their song. the one where only there two love birds could hear and understand. Just like that, with jongwoon lying on his back facing his one true love, ryeowook started playing on his favourite piano, across jongwoon's firm and tone chest. Music filled their ears as jongwoon started singing his love out for his sunshine. ... Monday, well baby i fell for you Tuesday, i wrote you this song Wednesday, i wait outside your door Even though i know its wrong 7 days a week Every hour of the day gotta let you know where my heart is coming from Shouldn't let you go yeah baby i know baby gotta let you know i will try anything to make you come closer to me baby do you believe in what you can't see? How do i make it through? when I'm always with you ill try 365 days, 365 ways to get to you 'This was the song that i wrote for you when i first realised i had fallen for you' jongwoon said, smiling sheepishly. 'Do you believe me now?' All ryeowook could do was blush non stop and nod furiously. there was no way that he could ever doubt him ever again. Sure, Jongwoon leavig for the army is inevitable but that doesn't mean that something bad is gonna happen to him. Ryeowook loves Jongwoon. Jongwoon loves Ryeowook. and that's all they need now and forever - each other. {I'll try 365 days,365 ways to get to you}