I prayed that i would look different in the mirror again today

Because i hated that anyone could see how i am ugly

But actually, i think i gained more weight than yesterday

(I think i'll really go crazy)

 

I cautiously conforted myself

Making all sorts of sounds that seemed like my own charms

But now i became uselessly sensitive

I guess i can't help myself

 

In my dark room, i lay on top of the bed

All alone - my nickname is

Miss Single-for-a-thousand-years

 

I get lonely everyday

But i hide myself

My concept is to be haughty

 

My friends tell me that i'm a cool girl

But i'm hiding my real image

Again today, i secretly wear a mask

In front of the morror in my room

 

#Again in front of the mirror

In front of my face

My pride is crumbling once again

"I'm so pretty, i'm so awesome"

I say those useless monologues

And i'm flling down, i'm falling down

The tears keep endlessly falling

The thorn-like truth prickles me that i'm not pretty

 

The breathtaking bodies like those celebrities on TV

The risky and beautiful bodies that walk the streets of Kangnam

I really tried to work out hard

(I tried so hard i tried so hard)

But it's all pointless

(I can't get over you)

 

I'm not OK - i'm so dissatisfied with myself

(dissatisfied)

I did date a few times but they all ended poorly

 

Was it a different in personalities ?

Or am i girl who is embarrassing to be seen with?

The have left and i remain

A beautiful me, that i dream of

 

Repeat #

 

Don't you know i'm not pretty

I may not be pretty but

Honestly, my heart would be beautiful

If only i could show people my heart like magic

I think i could love and date