Before we are Gone

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*Storytelling by Tiffany*

This is my last year at highschool, tomorrow is the graduation and today I'm showing the school to some middle school students, the group I was guiding was formed by only girls;I feel very sad because I'm showing every corner of the school where I have a lot of happy and sad memories and most of them are because of Choi Siwon, the guy I liked for 3 years, it was one-sided love and a month ago I confesed to him but also asked him to get away from me so it wasn't like a confession. We walked around the hallways and I heard happy and excited voices saying "Fany-sunbae", it felt really nice. We entered to the classroom where I took classes when I was in my first year I looked at the whole classroom and remembered a few things...

Me: Do you want to hear a story?

Student (Bang Min Ah) : What kind of story?

Me: A love story that started in this classroom and developed in the rest of the school.

Students: Yes!

Me: It all started when a handsome guy started talking to a shy girl, they started as friends but once on front of those lockers she was looking outside the window and suddenly he gave her a back-hug, her heart started beating very fast and she blushed, he sniffed her neck, she was wearing perfume for the first time. That was when she realized she had fallen in love with him.

Min Ah: That's so sweet! What happened next?

Me: As time went by they got closer, sometimes people would tell them that they looked cute together, one of the sweetest moments they shared was when she was sitting in the desk and suddenly he came in the room and hugged her, she blushed and laughed happily.

Sulli: Wow! That's really sweet.

Me: Yes, but it doesn't end there, there's a long story to be told

We walked through the hallways and told them some stories, they were very excited and intrigued by the story, then we reached my actual classroom...

Luna: Tiffany-sunbae, is this your classroom?

Me: Yes, it is

Hye Ri: Can you tell us where do your classmates sit?

Me: Of course!

I started walking next to the seats, I told them the names of each one starting from the row that is next to the door.

Me: Jessica, Donghae, Yesung, Kyuhyun, Eunhyuk, Jinwoon, me, Taeyeon. In the next row:  Sunny, Seohyun, Sooyoung, Siwon, Leeteuk. Next row: Siwon sometimes sit here, as well as Donghae, Yong Guk, Himchan, Youngjae. Next row: Taecyeon, Yoona, Niel. Last row: Hyoyeon, Yewon, Yesung and Shin Dong.

Sojin: You must be very lucky to seat next to Siwon-oppa

Me: Not really, are you in love with him?

Sojin: He's very nice and kind and he's also very handsome, so I guess I just like him

Me: You shouldn't fall in love with guys like him, he's a player once he's done breaking your heart he will ignore you and won't even remember your name *tearing*

Yura: Are you ok, Fany-sunbae?

Me: Yes, I just need a rest

After calming down, I smiled at them and continued with the tour

Me: Let me continue with the story, here she silently suffered as he talked with other girls and hugged them, she smiled and acted as if nothing was wrong. She would always sit here and watch through the window waiting for him to look at her, one day she had a headache and she closed her eyes for a while while rubbing her head, when she opened her eyes she saw him asking if she was fine, she just smiled and felt very happy to know that the first thing she saw after opening her eyes was him. But one day she was walking around the hallway and saw him with the girl she hated, both of them smiled at her and when she walked towards them to walk for a while the other girl mocked about her and he and the girl laughed, she was heart broken but she just smiled and faked a laugh then she went into the classroom, she sat on her place feeling like she was going to cry out but she just wore a mask and hid her pain. The next day she thought she had realized that he was only using her to have fun, she ignored him the whole day and he kept on wondering why she was mad at him, he apologized not knowing why.

Then we walked to the garden and stayed there for a while, then I continued the story...

Me: The same day, her class was here doing an activity and she was still ignoring him, she was going to sit down with her friends but he stepped in front of her and hugged her, at that moment she felt like she was going to cry and hug him back but she just pushed him away. God knows what would have happened if she had hugged him and cried in his arms. But well, a few months later they were coming out of a class and walked here, they were with a friend of both. He mad a joke about her, she kicked him and tried to hit him but he grabbed her hands and forced her to hug him, she kept on hugging him even if he wasn't holding her hands anymore; but the next day she saw him holding hands with another girl, she saw him after looking for him because she wanted to talk with him, but after seeing that she felt heartbroken, used, sad, hopeless. A few weeks later she saw the girl again wearing someone's jacket, she just glared at the girl for a while and acted as if she didn't care but then she walked away looking for him, hoping that jacket wasn't his, when he saw him he wasn't wearing his jacket, she wanted to lie on the floor and cry out alone. Then she decided to get rid of her feelings for him by confessing to him but also asking him to get away, she talked with him and apologized for falling in love with him, then she told him to act as if she wasn't there as if she was a stranger to him; somehow he accepted the request and didn't talk to her for a month. 

Hye Ri: Omo, that's Siwon-oppa!

The girls ran towards him, I walked to bring them back and just stepped in front of him and talked with the girls, as I walked past him he stopped me, I pushed his hand away and ran. I continued the story in my head... the girl kept on running, he was chasing after her, she started crying and then she stopped and looked back, he was there talking with the other girl she smiled at him and he smiled back, but when he looked at her she quickly turned away and started running again, after a few seconds he heard the girl scream "Wait!" and once again she heard footsteps behind her, then he stopped her and she looked at him and then fell to the floor, he kneeled down and hugged her, she looked to the floor watching how her tears fell to the floor but he lifted her chin and kissed her then he broke the kiss and said "I'm sorry"...

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