Letting go

Abandoned

 

         [DARA'S POV]

             I felt safe in his arm but barely know him. I didn't want to let go but my stop is nearing so iI back away a little

          “It’s my stop " I said not trying to look up

          " oh, okay " he let go of me and felt the emptiness once more... stupid I know maybe I'm just that desperate for someone who'll make me feel safe.

           I got off the bus and fix my bag. I try to get another glimpse of that man before the door closes but he seemed to be pushed back. The door closes and I stared at it as it goes, but then I see his face looking at me so I smiled to him wanting to give thanks once more and kind of wish to see him again but I shouldn't expect so much for the person who I just met. I don't even know his name

            I’m at the front gate of my school waiting for bom. I looked at my school thinking praying to at least don't see his face. “Jiyong... if you want to help me then let me hate you coz that's the only thing that I can do for now". I shouldn't have given you my trust, I shouldn't have loved you this much so It wouldn't have hurt this much.

             " Hey dara.. Sorry I'm late my mom wants me to eat breakfast before I go. Yeah I know annoying right. " She laughed looking at me

           " At least your mother still cares..." I blurted out looking at her

" D-dara ..." She stutter giving me that look that I hated.

" I just miss vic that's all " I said walking ahead

" Oh, okay... Hey! Wait up!

 

(Jiyong's POV)

           It’s been almost a year since me and kiko have been official. She's wonderful, I'm actually thinking of proposing to her after graduation. I'll take over my family's business she'll have her own career; maybe get ready to start a family. I know I'm rushing to it, everything just seemed perfect, just perfect. Just for the fact that Dara won't be in any of this, I'm still trying to think of ways to help her, and this time I'm going to do it right. She's my best friend ... not to mention my “first love"

                  ”Baby... sorry for being late i got caught up with some works. I need to present some projects next week so..." Kiko walked up to me 

"It’s okay I just got here anyway, don't stress too much"

 

“Thanks, so how's class?" She asked hooking her arms with mine

 

"It’s fine I guess got some works to pass this week just the usual, and... dara tried her best to avoid me again yeah.. Just the usual "I said with worried voice

 

“Dara again... maybe she just needed space why don't you give her that and just... forget about her maybe that's for the best jiyong" Kiko looked at me with serious face and grab my shoulder to look at her “jiyong you know I love you right." I nodded " Then am I not enough to be a reason for letting her go, she don't want anything from you anymore jiyong let's just forget about her"

 

" Kiko I don’t kn-"  

 

“Jiyong you said you love me so please just at least try..." she said looking at me and kiss my lips "Just try..."

 

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 Should i delete this story I just feel like it’s kind of getting boring. How do you guys think?

 

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lhady_khaori #1
Chapter 19: #ChanDara is heart :) Thanks for the update
dntknw #2
Chapter 19: yes, you still have readers.., so plss dont abandon this hihi... waiting for chandara
greiyz_14 #3
Chapter 19: Chandara please
greiyz_14 #4
Chapter 19: Please update soon authornim
parksanyeol
#5
Chapter 18: chandara!!!
iyslau #6
Chapter 18: update please!! :)
effy123 #7
Chapter 18: chandara please
kolmilyo #8
Chapter 1: much as i love mr. kwon, my chandara feels is so darn real.

chandara author-ssi.
elsidenvino #9
thank you for writing this authornim :)